The Pond.

“What can you ever really know of other people's souls - of their temptations, their opportunities, their struggles? One soul in the whole creation you do know: and it is the only one whose fate is placed in your hands”~ CS Lewis

She stopped. After traveling for over an hour she just stopped. Normally she may have wondered why, but now nothing mattered. Since he died nothing mattered anymore. She glanced around, she was in a clearing deep in the forest surrounded by trees. There was a pond in middle. For some reason it made her want to weep even more, if that was at all possible. The whole place creeped her out and she just wanted to leave, but she couldn't. She was drawn to the place like a magnet is drawn to metal. The pond, the pond she must get closer. She walked up to it, but no that wasn't enough. She must get in it. She walked into the pond, her white dress billowing around her as she went. She got to the middle. Surprisingly the water was just up to her waist, it had looked much deeper. She just stood there and wept bitterly for her lost lover.

"You should leave. It will be dark soon." the voice startled her. She turned around. Before her stood an intensley beautiful man, with skin so pale it appeared to glow.

"No, I think I will stay" she said

"No, you must leave. It is almost dark. You do not want to be here when it gets dark." There was a new tone of urgency in his voice.

"Okay" she said and followed the shining one on out of the clearing. Right when she walked out of the clearing, it felt as if her heart was being ripped in two. Seeing her pain the shining one said

"You must stay away from the clearing at all costs." Then he was gone.

Ziva had waken with the pain. She wasn't sure where the last line had come from for she wasn't asleep anymore, but yet no one had said a thing. " You must stay away from the clearing at all costs" The voice so horrible, yet so beautiful at the same time still rung like a bell that had just chimed noon in her head. She knew what the dream must mean, as much as she hated to think about there was only one meaning- he was dead.

Gibbs walked in the room. She stared at him. Blue eyes meeting dark ones. She didn't have to speak, he knew what she was asking, just by looking at her eyes. Beautiful dark eyes, that screamed out in pain asking if that if by some miracle the inevitable hadn't happened and somehow he was still alive. She could see it in his normally shining blue eyes, eyes that were now dull with the pain of losing a team member, of losing a friend. Eyes that now said "I'm sorry".

She broke down and started sobbing. He walked over and held her head in his arms as she sobbed, when she looked up he saw something else in her eyes, not sorrow or agony, but desire.

"no" he said, it was but a whisper though.

She stared at him more intently.

"Ziva," he whispered, a tone of urgency in his voice, "whatever you do don't go to the clearing." he walked off, letting her be alone with her grief.

Only one question rang through her mind, How did Gibbs know? She didn't care about his warning at all. She felt as if she must go to the clearing, as if there is something important there. Something she had to see. She knew Gibbs would practically kill her if he knew she went, but right at the moment it sounded like a good fate.

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That night she dreamt- again.

She was at the clearing again this time she didn't falter she just kept walking on.

"What did I tell you about coming here?" the voice rang clear across the clearing.

She spun around to face the same strangely beautiful man as before.

"Why should I leave?" she retorted back.

"because this place is horrible, you should go before you fall captive to its power."

"but I....I can sense him here"

"See that is the great and terrible beauty of the place, one can sense their lost lovers here, but it is that in which drives them to insanity. For they can never truly understand that they will never see them again. Eventually this place will eat your soul up here and you will be doomed to spend an eternity here."

2 new Tiva Backgrounds

I've had these made for awhile. I thought it was time I posted them.

~ Vampiress

NCIS season 6 episodes 99 cents on Itunes

I just found that out. For a limited time only season 6 episodes of NCIS on sale for 99 cents.
Vampiress

Coldplay Icon Background

okay I was bored. Otherwise why would I make a background of 100 coldplay icons? It's too big to use on Youtube, but it works nice in photobucket and probably other sites as well.

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video post: Make this go on forever

Since there hasn't been a video post in a while. This is my latest video. Enjoy!!!

New everything

because I couldn't change the layout of my old blog, I imported all the posts into this one. hope you like the new look!!!!! : ))))))))
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Getting to Know the truth~ It was only a kiss

Okay now we go 16 years back. To Tony and Ziva.

It was a stakeout again. Cramped up in a small shabby room, in an equal small and shabby apartment building, watching everyone who came and went into the even more shabby, but not as small apartment building across the street.
"Well I don't think we're going to see anything, we've been at this for days." The voice of Anthony DiNozzo rang out across the room.
It was true, they had been at this for five days, trading off with McGee and Gibbs.
"Gibbs seemed sure that this is where the drug ring-leader lives" Ziva David called out in reply. She was quite beautiful. The woman the Tony predominatly thought of. He wished she could be his, but Ziva would never agree to anything like THAT.
"Have you ever thought that maybe Gibbs is wrong this time?" He asked.
"Gibbs is never wrong." Ziva said more bluntly than she intended to.
"Ziva what is wrong?" He asked, not even trying to hide the tone of concern in his voice. For tears had started to well in her eyes.
"Nothing" she snapped back, but something was wrong because three years ago today, she shot her half- brother Ari.
Tony didn't stop staring at her in concern. For this was Ziva, Ziva the Mossad assassin. She never cried, never EVER. and yet here she was about to break down into tears.
"All that I am, all that I ever was, is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see." Tony sang softly to Ziva. She turned her head so her dark eyes were level with his blue ones. Then, it was if a lightbulb clicked on in her head she knew what she wanted and that it had been in front of her for years. Then their mouths were closed on each other. They pulled apart. Their warm breath still lingering in each others mouths. They were on each other pulling off each others clothes, kissing the whole time. That was how it started. With the kiss. They only stopped making love to each other when they were interrupted by a knock on the door. Glancing up at the clock Tony muttered "Shit"
"What?" Ziva asked.
"Gibbs" Tony said motioning towards the clock, for it was time for them to change shifts.

Part 11 Sparks will fly

Still Ziva's POV. Very Tiva-y. I'm thinking about quiting this story. I'm just not sure where it is going anymore.

They had all left. It was just Tony and me still there waiting. We weren't talking and I knew he was thinking, as was I. Then with no warning he came over to me pulled me up and started dancing with me across the room then he began singing
"Did I drive you away?
I know what you'll say
You'll say, "Oh, sing one we know"
But I promise you this
I'll always look out for you
That's what I'll do
I say "oh"
I say "oh"
My heart is yours
It's you that I hold on to
That's what I do
And I know I was wrong
But I won't let you down
(Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah I will, yes I will…)
I said "oh"
I cry "oh"
Yeah I saw sparks
Yeah I saw sparks
And I saw sparks
Yeah I saw sparks
Sing it out
La, la, la, la, oh…
La, la, la, la, oh…
La, la, la, la, oh…
La, la, la, la, oh…"

The whole time dancing with me very slowly. It reminded me of that time only two weeks ago, even though it felt like two years. I was wondering what in the world he wanted. Maybe he was just so glad that we were back together after his coma, or maybe it was something more. Something as much as I loved Tony I'm not sure I wanted.

NCIS Fan Fiction Part 10~ "You BURNED my HOUSE down?!?!"

Okay here is part 10. It is still Ziva's point of view. Jibbs.

It was after the funeral, we were all waiting in our temporary office for Jenny to arrive. We were all sitting in either chairs or on tables. Well almost everyone. Casey was pacing around the room and jumping a little too. I really wasn't sure why either. Thankfully I didn't have much time to dwell upon it because just then Jenny walked in and said "We'll it's official. I'm Director of NCIS again. Sure they were a little confused since they all thought I was dead, but they needed a Director so badly they didn't object me being Director again too badly."

"For some reason I don't believe that is all you wanted to tell us." Gibbs said.

"It's not. I'm getting to THAT part." She said "So I would like you to shut up now Jethro" she walked over and placed her hand over his mouth.

"Oh come on" he started to say.

"Shhhh" she said and walked over and placed her finger on his mouth again.

"Now when I start, I don't want to be interrupted. Casey you might want to assist me."

She leaped up from where she was sitting, for she had taken a seat when Jenny arrived.

"First of all, you might be wondering how I survived when I was very much dead. Casey do you want to explain this part? Okay?"

"Well, long, long ago magic and such roamed rampant around the earth, mainly there were elves, vampires, werewolves, charter mages, and the abhorsen. They were all very different in their magic and ways. I won't explain now, because of time, but if you want to know anything about them come to me later. There were all these different beings, but there were also humans, and as the human population grew they got tired of all the magic that was around. So they enlisted 100 of the most skilled workers and brightest minds they had, and gave them a task. Their task was to build a barrier, a barrier that would keep the magic down, for 20 years they labored on this barrier, putting anchors for it in all major cities, the barrier completely eliminated charter magic and free magic. The elves just became mere humans.The vampires and werewolves though, their power just became weaker, I think that is because they were so close to being human already. Over the years, the barrier weakened, so either the strongest of the Old races as they are now known, or in the most remote areas magic could be worked. I think that leaves us where Jenny wants us to be now."



"Yes, it does. Thank you Casey. Okay we we're at the magic returning, we'll as the magic returned so did the powers of one certain royal family. The Elvish royal family. You're looking at one of the descendants right now. Currently I'm the the Queen of Elves. So when I was injured, making it look as inconspicuous as possible, some of the other strongest elves came and got me and worked their healing magic on me. I was living with them until I heard about the explosion and where it was for that was where an anchor was. So I left and came here. Now on to DiNozzo, he was about to die and even though from the moment I knew my birthright, I had promised never to use the magic, well I already had once, but I'm not going to talk about that now. So I decided to use it again and save DiNozzo. That is the whole story. We might want to get some swords though, we'll need to go to my house though, I have an armory there."
"Um Jenny I hate to tell you this, but I burnt your house down." said Gibbs very quietly
"You BURNED my HOUSE down!!!!" she exclaimed "Well the armory was underground so perhaps it is still there. Goodbye" Then just like that she turned and marched out of here. I, like everyone else I'm sure, had more questions than answers.

NCIS fan fiction part 9 the funeral

Part 9. Nothing extraordinary is going to happen in this part. It's from Ziva's point of view again.

"Hey, Tony" I called out when I saw him walking towards me. "How do you like Casey?" I asked.
"She's very pretty, and strange." was his reply
I smacked him and said "that is for saying she's pretty and strange. She's really nice once you get to know her."
If he was going to rebuttal he didn't get a chance, because then Gibbs walked over and said
"Hey you two, it's about to start."
I nodded and we followed him to our seats. The preacher started to speak, but I missed what he said because then Tony whispered to me "Listen Ziva this is going to sound crazy, but I would like you to listen to me."
"Okay. What is it?" I whispered back.
"We'll, it's Ari. I had a dream about him, he said he was coming to get you, well he said sister, are you two related or something?"
"Yes, he is, was my half-brother. But what does he have to do with any of this he's dead!" I felt tears stinging at my eyes when I said he's dead, I tried to hold them back.
"Are you sure? I mean okay I know Gibbs killed him, but in this dream he was a vampire."
"Tony, I'm sure it was just a dream." I said afraid the tears would start falling any time now.
"I don't know. It seemed so life like. Different from the other dreams I had."
"Yes I'm so sure he's dead."
"How can you be sure?"
"I'm sure, I'm sure because I pulled the trigger, not Gibbs. I killed my half- brother. I killed Ari." Tears were inevitable now as they were already falling from my face.
"Oh, Ziva" he said, but I was already up and walking away.
I was standing away from the funeral sobbing just at the mention of Ari.
"Ziva, I never knew" It was Tony.
"I'll be okay don't worry, I'll live"
"Ziva, I am worried about you. You won't live for long with a vampire like Ari after you."
I didn't try to shoot down the Ari is a vampire theory again, because I knew better than everyone else that it was most likely true. I thought about telling Tony, but I never got a chance because just then Jenny walked over and said "I have something I want to tell everyone after the funeral. We'll meet at the office."
"Um..." I started to say.
"They gave us some extra space a Quantico, until we get a new building. Remember, after the funeral. It's really important." Then she walked away.
"I guess we should probably get back to the funeral." Tony said.
I just nodded, and we started over that way.

NCIS Fan Fiction Part 8 ~ My Own Personal Angel

Here is part 8. This is told from the point of view of Casey Gibbs.

OH MY GOD!!! Let's just say that Anthony DiNozzo was not bad looking lying half dead on that bed in the hospital, but here all healthy and such, he was just...... well um Angelic might be the word I am looking for here. Then Oh my god!!!!! I can't believe this is happening!!!! He is actually walking towards me!!!! Then he spoke to me and said in the most beautiful voice I have ever heard
"So are you Gibbs' niece?"
"Yes" was all I could manage to say because when he had started to talk my heart fluttered a little.
"You're a lot prettier in person then you were in the dream, not that you were ugly then."
OH MY GOD!!! He thinks I'm pretty!!!
"You had a dream about me?" I asked for it seemed very strange and wonderful. Maybe it was fate calling us together.
"Yeah I did, I'm pretty confused about it too. You transformed into a wolf"
"What?!" I said my tone more serious now
"Yeah I know crazy dreams you have when you're in a coma."
"It's not that crazy" I said to him.
"Huh?" was all he said.
"Yes, it is not that crazy because...." I leaned in closer to him now and noticed a wonderful aroma coming off his skin. I continued my voice barely a whisper now. "I am a werewolf. Not a very strong one though. I mean I've never transformed."
"Yeah.. um... whatever, I'm going to see what Ziva's doing." Then he walked off the most beautiful man I had ever seen. My own personal angel.
He was hardly gone a minute when Jenny walked over and said " You look very dazed"
"Yes, I'm in love" I mumbled to her. She just laughed.
"So are you going to tell them why he's better?" I asked.
"That is a need to know basis" was her reply
"Well I think they deserve to know." I told her.
"How do you figure?" she asked.
"If we're going to be dealing with strange creatures then they have a right to know what you are. They have a right to know Jenny."
"Yes, I guess you're right. I'll- we'll tell them. After the funeral."
"We'll....." I started to ask, but she had already left and was standing by my own personal angel.

My list of Tiva songs

Sometime around Midnight~ The Airbourne Toxic Event
Sweet and Low~ Augustana
Everything's Not Lost/ Life is For Living~ Coldplay
God Put a Smile Upon Your Face~ Coldplay
I Bloom Blaum~Coldplay
Politik~Coldplay
Shiver~Coldplay
Sparks~Coldplay
Warning Sign~ Coldplay
She Is~ The Fray
You Found Me~ The Fray
Black Balloon~ The Goo Goo Dolls
Iris~ The Goo Goo Dolls
Stay With You~ The Goo Goo Dolls
Carry You Home~ James Blunt
Cry~ James Blunt
Goodbye My Lover~James Blunt
High~ James Blunt
Broken~ Lifehouse
Hanging by a Moment~ Lifehouse
Whatever it takes~ Lifehouse
In The End~ Linkin Park
Leave Out All The Rest~ Linkin Park
Shattered(Turn the Car Around)~ OAR
Before the Worst~ The Script
Chasing Cars~ Snow Patrol
Crack the Shutters~ Snow Patrol
The Finish Line~ Snow Patrol
Hands Open~ Snow Patrol
It's Begining to Get to Me~ Snow Patrol
Open Your Eyes~ Snow Patrol
Set Fire to the Third Bar~ Snow Patrol
You Could be Happy~ Snow Patrol
You're All I Have~ Snow Patrol
Love Story~ Taylor Swift
All I Ever Wanted~ Train
All I Hear~ Train
Always Remember~ Train
Am I reaching you now~ Train
For Me, It's You~ Train
Give Myself to You~ Train

Getting to Know the Truth Part 2~ Leroy Jethro Gibbs

Thanks everyone for all the feedback I have gotten on the first part, please continue leaving all the wonderful comments.

Yes, exactly where to start. It was in the Star of David I wore around my neck- well sort of. The necklace was my mother's. I had got it on my 6th birthday. It had came with a letter, a letter that I still had in the top drawer of my desk, a letter signed with the name Leroy Jethro Gibbs. So that is where I would start my search, I would talk to this Leroy Jethro Gibbs, for I was pretty sure he knew my mother- and well too. I stopped walking abruptly, for I had finally reached my grandfather's house, where I had lived all my life. Oh, frick!!! I thought my he'll be sooo mad if he hears about this out burst! I was hoping he would find out, but fat chance at that given that he is the director of Mossad. I marched up to my room, tears stinging at my face all the way, wondering what my grandfather would think if he knew I was crying now. I got to my desk, opened the drawer and pulled out the two letters I had received. The first one, the oldest one, the one that came with the necklace said



Tali,
I'm sure you're wondering who I am, for now let's just say I was a friend of your parents. Your mother would never forgive me if I didn't tell you that you were named after her younger sister, who died when she was only sixteen. With this I sent your mother's necklace, she would have wanted you to have it. Happy Birthday!
Leroy Jethro Gibbs


I don't know why I even bothered to read it, I've read it so many times in the last nine years that I had it memorized. I pulled out the other one. This one came on my 10th birthday. It said.


Tali,
Hello! Do you remember me? I sent you the necklace 4 years ago. I just wanted you to know that if you ever need, or want, answers come to me, I can explain everything. With this I am also giving you a knife that once belonged to your mother, but since I can't send it through the mail, I came here, I talked to your grandfather and explained somethings to him. He wanted to know why I didn't just tell you now, but I told him you weren't ready yet and you would know when you are ready. You will just know, and I want you to come to me. Happy Birthday!
Leroy Jethro Gibbs


Now was the time to know the truth, I could feel it. Just as this Gibbs guy suggested, I would go to him, but I needed to plan first. Only I couldn't think. I walked down stairs wondering what I should do since I couldn't seem to think about my parents or Gibbs at all and well didn't know where to begin planing this trip. The I stopped. I had just walked past the piano. I might as well play something on it. You might think that it is a bad idea, to sit around playing the piano when I needed to be planning a trip to DC, but for me it actually was a very good idea. Playing the piano always seemed to calm me down and I needed calming down now, if I ever did. I sat down the whispered softly "This is for you Mom, Dad, grandfather" the latter I added very reluctantly. "and Leroy Jethro Gibbs" I finished and began to play through the tears that had started to fall from my face stinging the keys as my fingers danced across them.

New Tiva fan fiction- Prolouge: a search for answers

This is something new I was experimenting with. Please tell me if I should continue or leave it alone. I'm going to be working on At Death's Door, my other fic for awhile.

"Toooonnnnnnnyyyy" a woman screamed out just as a bomb exploded. Then there was nothing, but darkness.


"Miss David maybe you can share how many elements are in the perodic table, since you seem to know so much about the subject. You think you can sleep through class."


I sat up groggily the horrible screech from the dream still lingering in my mind. I'd been have that dream every night, well more than every night. More like everytime I fell asleep. I think it would get boring after awhile- if it didn't scare me senseless everytime I had it. Those people in it were my parents. I just knew even though I had never seen them before, and only occasionaly in photographs.



"Miss David?" my teacher said. Oh crap, the question. I hadn't a clue.

"Um, I don't know" I mumbled out.

"Well maybe you should sleep in class then." the tone in her voice really irked me.

"You know I find your tone very irksome, because I'm sure you would feel the need to sleep in class to if you kept having a nightmare about your parent's death every single night"

"Your parents were moles and traitors both to Israel and the United States." oh boy as if I hadn't heard THAT one before.

"Listen I think I'll just leave right now if you're going to besmirch my parents good name." Then I got up and walked out slamming the door as I went. I ran out of the school on to the streets of Tel Aviv. Tears were stinging at my eyes my did everyone think my parents traitors? I was on a search for answers, a search for answers to know exactly how and why my parents died and most importantly why everyone thought they were traitors. What's really good? I think I know just where or who to start my search with.

NCIS Fan Fiction part 7 Reunion

Okay here it is. Part seven.




They broke apart again for the second time. I still had tears falling down her face, for Tony, my Tony was alive and well! He had finally realized what she was wearing though.

"You look nice" he commented.

"Oh yeah this" I said staring down at the black dress I was wearing. "I was getting ready to leave for Vance's funeral, when you came. Very much so alive."

"Vance's funeral?" he said

"Yes Vance is dead. His funeral is today."

"I probably should go home and get changed"

"Oh, Tony you do not have to go. I am sure Gibbs is not expecting you."

"He would if he knew I was out of the coma."

"True. I will drive you there. I need to catch you up to lead."

"Speed, it's speed Ziva."

"Oh what ever it is. I have stuff to tell you."


An hour later we were on the way to the funeral. On the way to his apartment I had told him about Jenny, Gibbs' niece, and everything else he needed to know. Then after picking out one of his expensive suits we were on our way.



When we arrived there we saw Gibbs, Jenny, and Casey. Gibbs jaw practically fell to the ground when he saw Tony and he started running over here, the girls following closely behind. I glanced around and saw McGee, Abby, Palmer, and Ducky, when they saw Tony they started a similar journey over here to see him.



"Tony" Gibbs called out then preceded to smack him on the head "Don't you ever try to die on me like that again"

"I feel so loved." Tony said "I come out of a coma and you whack me on the head."

"I think the feeling is mutual." muttered Casey under her breath but it was lost in the squeal of "Tony!!! Tony!!!" Abby, McGee, Ducky, and Palmer had gotten over here.
"Well it looks like we are all reunited now" Ducky said and he was right- we were.

NCIS fan fiction part 6- Life is for Living

This part is quite short, but most of them are going to be from now on.

ZIVA DAVID

When I woke up in the morning I wondered why I felt so happy. Then I remembered the note. As mysterious as it was, it still carried good news. As I climbed out of bed, I noticed my phone had a new message. It was from Gibbs.

"Hi Ziva, it's me Gibbs. I just would like to tell you that Vance's funeral is later today. Bye." that was all it said. Huh Vance's funeral. I had forgotten about Vance with all the sorrow (of Tony's coma) and excitement (Jenny coming back very alive and not dead after all). I guess I better go to it though. Gibbs would wring me alive if I didn't.

TONY DINOZZO

He was dreaming again, though this one was clearer and more real than the others (if that is even possible). It was of Ari AGAIN.

"I'm coming to get my dear sister back from you. She will be part of my army. She will help me conquer the world" He turned showing his blood red pupils. He awoke in an instant.

I bolted up in my bed. It took me a few minutes to realize where I was. Then I remembered. A hospital. The explosion. Ziva. Ziva I so hope she is okay. I must warn her. Ari is coming to get her. I wasn't sure what the red eyes meant but I knew it couldn't be good. I didn't see any doctors anywhere. Well that's just too bad. I have to leave now. Oh crap no clothes, oh well my hospital gown will have to do. Just when I was about to pull all these tubes out a doctor came in and said "Wow, you're awake. We didn't think you would recover." oh that's nice. Even the doctors gave up hope.

"Well, I'm awake now and I really need to get out of here." I said because I had to say something.

"Yes, but usually we don't release people right after the get out of a coma."

"Yeah, that may be, but I feel fine and I really need to go."

"Sir, we need to keep you longer for observations"

"I don't need your observations. Listen if I start to feel bad I will come back. I promise. Now just release me."

"Okay, we'll go get you some scrubs to put on and you can sign out at the front desk." the doctor said then left. Finally, they just didn't seem to get the magnitude of the situation. A few minutes later the doctor came back with the scrubs and said "Put these on and go to the front desk to check out." He left and I practically threw the scrubs on and then raced to the front desk. Where I filled out the necessary paperwork at light speed, then raced out into the parking lot. That is when I realized that I didn't have a car. "Crap" I muttered to myself. I then decided to call a cab. I reached for my phone then realized that I didn't seem to have that either. We'll, I'm in quite a predicament, I thought to myself. I guess I could always go back to the hospital and see if they had a phone I could use. I really didn't like that idea though. I could walk I guess, but that might take awhile. I might as well go and see if they have a phone I could use to call a cab. I walked in the hospital and asked the nurse at the desk "Do you have a phone I could use to call a cab?"
"sure" she said
"Cool" I replied
So I called the cab company and they said they would send one right over.
An hour later I was knocking on the door of Ziva's apartment..

ZIVA DAVID
I was staring at myself in the mirror, for I had just finished getting ready for Vance's funeral, thinking that I was lucky that this wasn't Tony's- yet. Then I heard a knock on the door. I figured that it was Gibbs coming to see if I was ready for the funeral. I walked to the door and yanked it open. When I saw who it was all I could do was choke out "Tony" and sway a little. Luckily he caught me. Then our lips were touching each others and we were locked in an embrace I thought I would never feel again. "You're alive" was all I could manage to say when we broke apart. Tony did slightly better "course I am because life is for living and I don't want to live it alone" he sung. Then he was holding me and I was sobbing into his shoulder and it didn't matter that there was a funeral we needed to go to. For the moment all that mattered was that we were together- again.

A nameless Tiva Fan Fiction That I WILL make into a video

As she lay on the ground shivering she could only think one thing- She should have never have left Tony.
Tony and Ziva had been dating for a while and all was going well. Even Gibbs had no objections, as long as they didn't let their relationship interfere with work all was well. Until one day.
"Hey Tony, I saw a old friend of mine today and he asked me out to drinks tonight." Ziva said.
"Can I come too?" He asked
"Well, Tony see he only invited me." she replied
"I will come too anyways." Tony said
"Listen Tony I will be fine. It is just an old friend." Ziva was starting to get a little agitated now.
"It would still be better if I went." Tony insisted
"Tony, I love you, but sometimes you are just to overprotective. I am just going to have drinks with an old friend nothing is going to happen. I will be fine." She was yelling now.
"Fine!!! Go hang out with your old friend. See if I care if you ever come back." Tony was yelling too.
"Are we breaking up?" she asked
"Yes" he said
"Well good!!! I do not want to be with a swine like you anyways." Ziva yelled
"I'm glad you approve. Goodbye!!!" was all he said and Ziva stormed out.

Now a few hours later as she lie on the ground, a gun pointed at her. She remembered how this had happened.

She had met her friend for drinks like they had agreed on. He had gotten drunk and had suggested going back to his hotel room. When I had said no, he forced her into a alley and raped her. Now he was going to kill her. He had a gun pointed to her head. All she could think is I'm going to die here tonight. Then she remembered Tony. Maybe if she survived this she could make things up to him. Throwing out a few punches and kicks. She managed to knock the gun out of his hand and grab it. Then using what little strength she had she pushed him to the ground and pointed the gun at him then BOOM!!! she pulled the trigger. She shot him right in the head. He was dead now. She collapsed too the ground sobbing. Then she pulled her cell phone out of her pocket and dialed Gibbs' number.
"Ziva what's wrong" he asked when he answered his phone and heard her sobbing.
"I...I was just raped and I killed the guy." she sobbed
"Okay Ziva where are you?"
"In.....In an alley behind the bar we always go to."
"Okay Ziva stay put. I'm coming to get you."
"Okay" she said then shut off the phone.
Gibbs arrived in what felt like hours to Ziva, but she knew it was no more than 30 minutes.
"Ziva, Ziva" he ran over and grabbed her. "are you okay?" he asked "You should probably go to a hospital.""No I'm fine Gibbs. Just get me home." she said.
"Ziva are you sure? You were just raped."
"Yes, I'm sure."
"Ziva can you tell me what happened?" Gibbs asked
"I don't want to talk about it." she said
"Okay I'll drive you home then."
They got into Gibbs' car and he drove her home.
"Okay Ziva I'm going to go clean up this mess. I highly recommend that you don't come to work tomorrow. You need the rest." Gibbs said when they arrived.
"No, I will be at work." she said.
"Ziva, may I ask why?"
"Because if I am not Tony will know something is wrong. He told me he should go with me and I told him no. We broke up."
Gibbs just shook his head. "Now I'm going to go. You'll be okay?"
She nodded. Then Gibbs was gone.

The next morning when she walked into work Gibbs grabbed her by the shoulder and took her into the elevator and said "Listen I've got you covered. I said that you were undercover trying to apprehend a sexual predator and you had to kill him in self defense. Ziva, you look like hell, you should go home."
She just shook her head. She was very tired for last night she had gotten little sleep since she was being haunted by thoughts of her fight with Tony and the horrible event that happened after.
The next week she was like a ghost. Gliding through the days barely talking, barely sleeping at night. On a few occasions she fell asleep at her desk and Gibbs had to wake her up. Then one day a week later Tony walked over to her desk and tried to tousle her hair. She whipped around and smacked him. "Listen, Ziva" he said "I'm sorry I yelled at you I didn't know you were going undercover. You could have just told me that. Are you upset because you killed him? I've been worried about you, you look terrible. I'm sorry can we just get back together, my life feels empty without you." Then he looked into her eyes and saw something there. It was grief. It was terror. It wasn't there before, that was for sure. "You weren't undercover were you?" he asked.
"No, I was not undercover. I was with my friend and he raped me. Tony, I want, no I need you back. I'm sorry I yelled at you." she said speaking her first words to him in a week.
"Oh my god, Ziva I had no idea. Will you be okay?" he asked
"If I get you back I will." she said.
Then they were kissing. Tears falling down each of their faces. For they were together.
That night Ziva slept soundlessly with Tony at her side.
The End.

NCIS Fan Fiction Part 5- How to Save a Life

Okay, here's part five and just to be warned it's going to be a little strange. It's just how I like to jazz things up and I am basically incapable of writing more than a one shot without adding some sort of fantasy/ Sci- Fi like thing in it, but you know that.


JENNY SHEPARD~ A little bit of info on the magic

Yes magic, but not magic in a certain sense. Magic like Elves(which are the only creatures that can actually do humans expectations of magic) Vampires and Werewolves (They've always existed, they'll just get stronger now) and Necromancers who can raise the dead, usually meant for bad. It was all returning. I could feel it in my blood. I knew the purpose of the bomb now and was surprised that they didn't bomb other cities. Not that I'm disappointed. I'm just surprised. Surprised because there is an invisible barrier keeping all the magic down. There has been for thousands of years. The anchors for it are at all major cities- DC included. The only way to break the barrier is to break the anchors, which you do by emitting a large amount of energy( bombs usually work best). When they placed that bomb in the Navy Yard it destroyed the anchor in place there, so now there's a gaping hole in the barrier, so the magic has grown stronger (at least over DC) and I have a feeling that more attacks will come in the next few days unless we can find out who is responsible and stop them else the end of life and humanity as we know it.

I was creeping into Tony's hospital room. It was 2 o'clock in the morning. I decided to do this late at night, because there will be less witnesses. The last thing I need at the moment is awkward questions. I walked up to his bed and put my hand on his. Then I reached down inside myself and tried to reach the magic. It was more difficult then I remembered, even though I'd only done it one other time. At least it was slightly easier with the anchor broken, ah at last I reached it. I then muttered the strongest healing spell I knew. Actually, it was a combo of many healing spells. Most of my kind wouldn't even attempt it, but I was one of the strongest of all of them. Yes my kind, for I am an elf. I looked at Tony he seemed better already. I put a slow healing on him, so it wouldn't seem so suspicious. Not that this is totally inconspicuous, he had less than a 20% chance of survival- until I worked my magic. Now he was going to make a full recovery. Why did I do this? Why did I use magic for only the second time in my life? I did it because I couldn't let Tony die, because if he died Gibbs' whole team fell apart. I couldn't let that happen. Now that my work here was done I thought I should leave Ziva a note, just ah um hinting that Tony might get better.

I slipped the note under Ziva's door then knocked. I infused it with a little magic to make the knock a perfect volume. Then I left. I didn't need any awkward questions, not just yet anyways.


ZIVA DAVID


I woke abruptly. There had been a knock on my door. I got up and went to investigate. I didn't even have to open up the door because right in front of it lay an envelope. I was puzzled. I picked it up and opened it. Inside wasn't much , just some printed out song lyrics. I wondered if this was some kind of cruel joke, but then I read it.

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

I thought that was all, but then I saw there was a hand written note. It said.

Ziva,

Don't worry. Tony WILL get better. I made sure of it. Don't ask how. I will tell you in due time. On a need to know basis.

J.S.

That's odd no name- just initials J.S. The only person I could think of at the moment with those initials was Jenny Shepard and it seemed really unlikely that she would send me that note in such a strange way. Anyways I was in no mood to think about it now. As for Tony getting better, well the hospital hadn't called me with any updates yet so I assumed there were none. All that sounded nice now was going back to bed.

JENNY SHEPARD

As I walked through the door of Gibbs' house I expected everyone to be in bed. What I didn't expect was a voice to say

"So what are you? Really."

I spun around a little off balance "Casey" I croaked out for it was Gibbs' golden- haired niece

"Listen, I think I know so it's okay if you tell me." she said

"What are your theories?" I asked

"Well Vampire was the most obvious one, but you shot that one down, and I didn't really believe that one anyways. For me it is obvious, not that I'm degrading the others saying that they are too stupid to get it. They just haven't got the experience with magical creatures that I have to guess. To me it is obvious you are an elf, and you went to work a healing magic on Tony because we all know that he was going to die without it. His condition was too bad, but you couldn't let that happen. Then of course the barrier should have prevented you from using the magic so close to an anchor, but if the anchor was at the Navy Yard, or to be more exact the NCIS building. So when the terrorists bombed it they were trying to break the anchor and since they were intent on breaking that one, there will probably be others. Hell, I'm surprised that there haven't been any yet."

"Wow that was a really pretty speech and you're right- partially. You're right about the anchors, Tony, and the fact that I'm an elf, but you left out a very important part of it. You left out that I am the Elf Queen."

"NO WAY!!!!" she practically screamed

"You want to know how I was saved after I got shot?"

she nodded

"Well somehow the other elves that were in close proximity to me somehow knew their queen was hurt and dying, so they came and got me and took me to the most desolate place they could find and worked their magic on me and thankfully it worked"

"Well I thought elf was unlikely because I thought they were all dead. I thought they died with the making of the barrier." Casey said

"No they didn't. That's just a myth. The elves continued their lives as normal humans. Even their appearances became human after a while and if the magic returns then all the elves will turn well elvish looking again."

"Did you lose your immortality when the barrier was made? I just want to know." Casey asked

"Yes we did, but if the magic returns then we will get it back. Now can I ask you something? "How did you know about all this magical stuff?" I thought it was my turn to ask a question.

"Oh that well I'm a werewolf. Well not like full, but more like half or well fourth might be more accurate. I've never transformed, but my friend is also a werewolf and he's transformed before. Also we found a set of bells in his attic."

"Bells?!"

"Yes you know like a necromancers bells"

"I know what they are. I just didn't think that there were any still around, but I suppose it's possible."

"Hey, Jenny do you ever plan to tell anyone else this? because they have a right to know too" Casey asked. She sounded really serious.

"Only if I think they need to know, which I think may be soon. Like after Tony wakes up and is out of the hospital."

"You're sure the healing is going to work?"

"Yes, I know I've only used magic one other time, but I'm sure. He will be fine."

He better or I'm not sure if Ziva can survive.

THE END

I Ran Away~ A Tiva songfic

The song is by Coldplay. I just love writing song fics. Takes place after Nine Lives when Ziva is in Israel. written like Ziva is writting a letter to him.

Tony,

I ran away from you

That's all I ever do

And though I started here

I ran away from you

I'm gonna come on in

And see it through

I ran away from you Tony. You tried to show me how much you love me, but I ran away.

I ran away from you

That's all I ever do

And when I heard you call to

Come back to me

And though I should stay

I don't have the stomach to

I remembered how before I left, you learned Hebrew just for me, but still I ran away.

Everyone I know

Says I'm a fool to mess with you

Everyone I know

Says it's a stupid thing to do

I have your love on call

And yet my day is not so full

There might be nothing left to do

So I ran away from you

There are many people who don't want to see us together. Like Gibbs and his rule 12.

I'm gonna come on in

My eyes are closed

I can feel it there

The sun's so close

I'm gonna come on out

And burn the sky

You are my sun, and you are so close and if you come out you will burn the sun out of the sky.

A star arose in my own cage

I'm stuck in line

And in a cage

Just a single star

I sing for

I'm a single star in the dark impetual night, then you came along lit up the night, but without you I feel like I'm stuck in a cage.

Everyone I know

Says I'm a fool to mess with you

Everyone I know

Says it's a stupid thing to do

My father. He's glad I ran away from you.

I have your love on call

And yet my day is not so full

And I did not know what to do

And so I ran away from you

I ran away from you Tony, and I'm not proud of it. Now I just want you back.

~ Ziva

NCIS~ fan fiction part 4~ The opposite of Green (eyes)

Tony's dreaming in his coma. This part just proves that I can't write anything without adding some fantasy/ sci-fi thing to it. Kind of a crossover with twilight, the abhorsen trilogy, and Eragon. Some of his dreams may be prophetic, but others not.
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PRESENT DAY~ ANTHONY DINOZZO'S DREAMS.
"I've got you now my dear sister" a voice called out. Ziva thought she would never hear that voice again. It was Ari's. "and this time your not getting away" he pulled out a gun and shot her in the chest.
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a girl with beautiful golden hair transformed into a wolf.
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another bomb went off at the NCIS headquarters. Everyone died.
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Tony was thirsty, but not for water or any normal drink. He was thirsty for blood.
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Jenny was sword- fighting with Kate.
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The dead were rising. A girl with short- black hair was trying to keep them at bay by ringing a bell.
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A dragon was flying around breathing fire on DC.
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Ari turned to look at Tony. His eyes were blood red.
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Tony was in a room full of swords. He selected one.
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Kate turned, her eyes shining bright red and said "I'm coming for you Tony"
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PRESENT DAY~ THE HOSPITAL
The dreams had worked Tony up more than his body to take. He started to crash.
"Crash- code room 9" a doctor called out. "Someone will need to call the contact"
"I'll do it" another doctor said.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
Jenny and I were still locked in our embrace when the phone rang. I went to answer it.
"Oh no, oh no" I said when I heard what it was for.
"What?" Jenny asked inquiringly.
"It's Tony. He's crashing. I'd better call Ziva" I answered
"You can do it in the car I'll drive" she said.
I didn't even had time to nod okay, because she was already racing towards my car. When I got out there I tossed her the keys. We both hopped in and I dialed Ziva's number.
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ZIVA DAVID
"Oh crap oh crap" I muttered to myself when I heard what Gibbs had to say.
"We must leave now" I told Casey
"Why? We just got here." she replied
"Yes I know and Tony's crashing, we must get to the hospital"
We both hopped into the car and I started driving and admittedly it was a little worse than it had been before.
"WHERE DID YOU LEARN HOW TO DRIVE??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????" Casey squealed out after the ninth near- miss.
"I taught myself" I replied
"Oh that explains WATCH OUT FOR THAT CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Sorry, I usually don't drive this way, but given the circumstances"
" I understand just PAY ATTENTION TO THE ROAD!!!!!!!"
Fortunately for both of us we had just reached the hospital, now I could see Tony and how bad his condition was and Casey no longer had to be afraid for her life, even though I'm not sure why my driving is so scary to other people.
I ran no flew down the hall to Tony's room, the secretary at the desk tried to stop me, but I was already half-way down the hall. When I got in the room and saw who was there I almost dropped dead
"Jenny" I managed to mutter then broke down and tears for Tony looked worse than before, he was thin and his heartbeat was irregular.
"He's going to die" I sobbed to no one in particular since in addition to Gibbs and Jenny, Abby, McGee, Ducky, Palmer, and Lee were all also there.
"Not necessarily" Gibbs had me in his arms now and I had to take comfort in those two words.
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CASEY GIBBS
I walked in the door at a more reasonable pace than Ziva. Oh and guess what I even bothered to check in at the front desk. Okay maybe I am being too cynical or cruel or whatever you want to call it, but still she needed to slow down. I walked into Tony's room and OH MY GOD he looks BAD!!!!!! Ziva looked really bad Gibbs was holding her and she was sobbing into his shoulder.
"What's the prognosis?" I asked trying to sound empathetic.
"No good, less than a 20% chance now." Gibbs sounded sadder than I had ever heard him sound before.
"but we will find a way, I will find a way I won't let him die, because they is always a way" Ziva's voice had conviction in it because she was right there is always a way, even if it is not one you would think of at first even if it meant oh how do I put this altering Tony in a few ways.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

Everyone else had left with promises to call them if there was any change in his condition, it was just Ziva and I left. She was still sobbing.

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

"Ziva it will be okay" I whispered to her even though I didn't believe it myself.

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Even if doesn't get better I will make sure you do, I thought to her.

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

"Ziva I know this hurts, but you have to get over it sometime. You can't just wallow in self- pity for the rest of your life." Wrong thing to say.

"You're making it sound as if he's never going to come out of the coma." I was surprised. That was the first thing she had said in a long while.

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

I just stood there now watching her sob over her broken lover.

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I

Tears stream down your face

I promise you that I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

and I will try to fix you.

I will fix you Ziva, I thought

"I will fix you Tony" I heard her mutter. Huh what a coincidence.

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A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER
CASEY GIBBS
I was sitting at Gibbs' house my laptop out, stealing someones wi-fi. Jenny was there too,

"So everyone thought you were dead" I said conversationally.
"No, I was dead. I was brought back"
"So you're a vampire"
"No"
"Then what's your secret?"
"Promise not to tell Gibbs.... or anyone for that matter"
"Sure" I really didn't care if I couldn't tell anyone I just wanted to know for I was researching ways to save Tony. Ways other than modern medicine
"Okay just no you'll think I'm crazy after hearing this."
I nodded
She was about to start talking when Gibbs walked in. She gave me a look as if sorry! this will have to wait.
"I finally convince Ziva to go home" Gibbs said
"Should I go over there?" Jenny asked
"No, not at the moment, maybe in a little bit." he replied
"Why?" Jenny asked
"because I'm going back over there right now. Tony promised me that if he were ever to die I should give this to Ziva" He held up and envelope.
"but he's not dead yet" Jenny put in.
"really what are the chances he will survive" Gibbs voice sounded dull and a little bit sad. "Now I must go I will be back well soon hopefully."
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
I walked out to my car the envelope in hand. I didn't know what was in it and I'm not sure I wanted to know. I drove in silence to Ziva's apartment. After about 15 minutes of driving I finally arrived there. I got out, grabbing the envelope and walked up the front door. With a quick word to the doorman I learned what apartment she lives in and I headed up there. I got there and knocked on the door.
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ZIVA DAVID
I was lying on my bed trying to figure out which way of killing myself would be the least painful, when there was a knock on the door. I went to answer it.
"Gibbs?" I said in surprise though it came out more as a question.
"Hey um Ziva, Tony wanted me to give this to you." he handed me an envelope. "I'll just be leaving now" Gibbs said then he was gone.
I opened the envelope up. There were several pieces of paper in it. I pulled out the first. It was only some song lyrics, really short song lyrics with a small note written by Tony on it. It read

If sweet death should ever conquer me

Let me know boys, let me know

If you hear him coming, won't you let me flee?

Let me go boys, let me go

One day death is going to conquer me

I’ll be down where the waters flow

I hope sweet heaven has a place for me

Let me know boys, let me know

If sweet death should ever conquer me

Take me down to some place below

If you hear him coming, won't you set me free?

Let me go boys, let me go

If you hear him coming, won't you say for me?

That I just don’t want to go...

Was the song. The note read.

Ziva,

If you're reading this I'm sorry. I'm sorry I had to die before you. I'm sorry we couldn't have more time together, I didn't have anybody to set me free like in the song, but like the song I didn't want to go. I wanted to spend more time with you. Again I'm sorry.

,Tony

"Don't apologize Tony" I whispered "It's a sign of weakness" but then again so are tears I thought and look hear I am crying again over a note and some song lyrics. As much as I wanted to see what else was in the envelope, I couldn't at the moment, I was simply to sad to go on.

"Another time" I whispered to myself.

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JENNY SHEPARD

Ever since I had known my birthright, I had signed an oath never to use my powers unless the magic was to return or I was in a dire situation. I wondered if now would count. It was a dire situation for Tony at least and I never thought this would happen, but someone or something has succeeded in weakening the barrier that keeps the magic at bay. It was definitely returning.

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THE END OF PART 4. WILL CONTINUE IN PART 5.

Icons

Here are some icons I made in photobucket. Some are really awesome and others......... well they can't all be winners. Hope you like.

~Vampiress

Changes

Okay as you can see there have been some MAJOR changes, because as much as I loved the Rounders 3 column template, well quite frankly I was sick of it. I changed it to this blogger made one because I could find any other ones that looked right. So I hope you enjoy the new look.
Vampiress

Warning Sign~ A Tiva oneshot

You've got to admit that Coldplay has some awesome song lyrics. So that is why I'm writing this oneshot instead of working on my other fan fiction.

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A warning sign

I missed the good part then I realized

I started looking and the bubble burst

I started looking for excuses

Tony was looking for excuses. Excuses of why Ziva had left him, of why she no longer talked to him. Even at work. What had he done? Ziva had clearly tried to tell him that there was nothing more than friendship there, but no he had to be an idiot. He had to try and get more.

Come on in

I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in

I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones

That I started looking for a warning sign

He thought she would be happy. He thought she would be glad. He thought she would like it that he loved her. But no, he was wrong. She hadn't liked it, actually quite the opposite. She hated it. Instead of drawing her closer to him, he pushed her further away.

When the truth is I miss you

Yeah the truth is That I miss you so

My god Ziva, I miss you so much he thought. Tears stinging his eyes. I would do anything to have you back.

A warning sign

It came back to haunt me and I realized

That you were an island and I passed you by

And you were an island to discover

Ziva was wondering Why did she do it? Why did she run? When she loves Tony too. Now it didn't matter. It was over between them. Nothing existed between them. Not even anger or hate. Just nothing. It was like they were invisible to each other.

Come on in

I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in

I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones

That I started looking for a warning sign

Oh Tony what did I do? she thought. You were just trying to be nice, but I had to freak out and run breaking your heart in the process. I am such a monster, Ziva thought.

When the truth is I miss you

Yeah the truth is That I miss you so

Tony I miss you so much and I would give you anything to get you back, Ziva thought.

And I'm tired

I should not have let you go

Ziva I'm going to get you back. I'm going to right my wrong, because I shouldn' t have let you go.

So I crawl back into your open arms

Yes I crawl back into your open arms

And I crawl back into your open arms

Yes I crawl back into your open arms

Ziva heard a knock at her door.

"Tony" she said in surprise when she opened it.

"Ziva will you forgive me?" he said

"Only if you will me" she said

"Of course I will, I love you Ziva"

"and I forgive you to Tony, because I also love you"

Then they were holding each other. Their lips glued together as if no one could tear them apart.

The End

a small Ziva poem

Why would anyone what to be emotionally cold?
Is it because they think emotion is a sign of weakness?
Or is it because you can only be hurt if you show emotion?
And when you've been hurt so many times
You're afraid of it happening again.

Okay so not really much of a poem, but anyways i was bored. Hope you like
Vampiress

OUTLINE OF LATER FAN FIC PARTS

4

Ziva crys AGAIN

Tony's condition worsens

Gibbs delivers envelope

5

Gibbs proposes

Tony comes out of his coma

Vance's funeral

6

Ziva dreams of Ari

Goes to building where team has been relocated

7

Jibbs wedding

Ari and vampire- terrorist friends crash the wedding and kidnap Ziva

8

Team trys to find where Ari is keeping Ziva

Tony has flashbacks

9

Team goes to get Ziva back

Find out Ari is vampire

Ari attacks Tony

10

Tony comes back as vampire when all think he's dead

Tells Ziva he's too dangerous for her.

He leaves

11

Ziva VERY depressed now

Gibbs trys to help

12

Dr. John Dorian moves to DC from California

Him and Ziva start to date

13

Jenny's illness is starting to become worse (she is pregnant)

she dies but delivers the baby okay

14

her funeral

Ari and vampire/ terrorist friends crash the funeral and kidnap Ziva again

15.Gibbs calls Tony

Tony finds Ari and gets Ziva, but still Ari is alive

Tony agrees to stay, but still calls off marriage

16

Ziva begs to be made vampire

Tony agrees to make her half vampire

17

Ari kidnaps McGee(by the way they're rather sick of him kidnapping people)

Ziva and Tony find him and kill him.

18

Tiva Wedding!!!!!!!!!

NCIS Fan Fiction part 3~ somethings don't change(at least for Leroy Jethro Gibbs)

Okay here's part 3. It is still mainly Tiva, but Gibbs also has a large part in this especially at the end.

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ZIVA DAVID
I really wasn't sure why I was so mean to Gibbs' niece when all she was trying to do was help, but you had to admit that she was right- music does help. There was one song in particular that stuck out to me- Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt. I got out of my chair and started to sing.

"Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'
Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me
I am a dreamer and when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the mother of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow."

"That was very touching " Gibbs said from the doorway
"Oh well Tony deserved it." I said
"He's not going to die, Ziva"
"Do you really mean that or are you just saying that to make me feel better?"
"I really mean it. I have a gut feeling. He loves you Ziva, I think if anything he will hold on for
you."
"I hope so"
"Now Ziva will you do me one thing- go home and get some rest. I'll call you if there is any change in his condition."
"Okay I will" for I just had realized how tired I was.
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As I walked through the door of my apartment I couldn't help being reminded of that night two weeks ago when Tony and I had arrived at my apartment and I had found that note. The note that I thought would change us forever- and had, but in a more wonderful way than I thought possible. When I went to sleep I dreamed of that night.
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TWO WEEKS AGO
Tony and I had just gotten off work and were walking into my apartment, when I noticed there was something on my door. It was obviously put there so it would blend in. I grabbed it off the door and walked inside.
"What's that?" Tony asked
"I don't know. A note of some sort. It was taped to the door."
I opened it up and read it. When I saw what was inside my face went pale.
"Ziva, Ziva what's the matter?" Tony asked seeing my response.
"He knows, he knows about us." I said sounding very shocked
"Who's he?" Tony asked
"My father and he wants to see me, tomorrow, he's flying to the US"
"We can take your father.""No I can take my father. You are going to have nothing to do with this. Go home now Tony, go. I fear that if you stay you might be killed. Go Tony Go."
"Ziva surely I could stay"
"NO Tony go, my father could have you killed if you stay here so easily. Just listen to me."
"Okay" he said and got up and left.
Once I was sure he was gone. I went and got my car and drove to Gibbs' house, because Gibbs always knows what to do in situations like these. I didn't even bother to knock because Gibbs never locks his door- I just opened it and walked right in. Gibbs wasn't around so I figured that he was in his basement working on one of his boats. I found the way to the basement and walked down there.
"Gibbs" I said "I need help"
"Ziva, this is a surprise" he looked up at me.
"Like I said before I need help"
"With what?"
"Look" I handed the note to him.
"You found this on your door?"
I nodded.
"Ziva" he said and reached out and put his hand on my cheek. "Don't worry I'll go with you, I won't let you get sent back to Israel."
"I'm just afraid of losing Tony. He seems to be the only good thing in my life at the moment. Ever" I was sobbing into Gibbs' shoulder. He was patting the back of my head in a comforting sort of way saying
"Everything will be fine Ziva"
And guess what I believed him, because I loved Gibbs too. Just not in the same way I loved Tony. I loved Gibbs in an older mentor type way.
"I'll just be on my way now" I said then added "Thanks"
"See you tomorrow" Gibbs said "I'll be there" he finished and I believed him.
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THE NEXT DAY
Gibbs and I were walking up the steps of the hotel where my father had told me to meet him. We found the hotel room and knocked on the door. My father answered it.
"Ah Ziva so you did show up and brought Gibbs with you, but yet no DiNozzo?" he said
"Yeah Tony wanted to come, but I wouldn't allow it." I replied
"You always were a smart one." he said
"If I'm so smart then why are you here questioning my taste in guys?"
"Well you see when you were in Israel I made it perfectly clear that you are not to date guys that aren't Jewish."
"I love Tony" I said trying to keep my cool.
"Yes that is the problem you see. I'm giving you one last chance to dump this guy and-----"
He didn't get to finish because just then there was a knock on the door. He went to answer it.
"Speak of the devil" he muttered because standing there in the doorway was the very last person I wanted to see there. Tony stormed right in and stopped in front of me, got on one knee, pulled out a small box and said
"Ziva David- I love you and will always love you- will you marry me?" I was so shocked I wasn't sure what to say so I just stammered

"I don't know. I have to think." Then ran out the door. I kept running. I really wasn't sure where I was going, I was just running. Some how I ended up at the reflection pool, I stopped there and sat down and began to cry. I really wasn't sure what to do when he asked me that right then and there asked.... asked me to marry him. If I said yes which I desperately wanted to, what would stop my father from shooting him there? If I said no I would probably hurt Tony and would lose him that way. I just realized that it was dark out, I had been sitting there most of the day. I got up and started walking towards my apartment. I guess I could have called a cab, but walking seemed nicer- more peaceful. Just me with the darkness wrapping around me.

I arrived at my apartment a little after 10:30 and when I opened my door- surprise!! Tony was there.
"Ziva oh my god where were you? I was soooo worried" he said
"Thinking- I was sitting and thinking" was all I said "What about my father?" I added
"He's gone. After you left he got up and said he was going back to Israel"
"Listen, Tony, I'm sorry I didn't have any choice"
"I know. I understand. I'm starting to think I'm an idiot for asking you when and where I did. Now Ziva will you forgive me? Forgive me for my stupidness?"
"Of course Tony how could I now when the stupid one is the one I love"
"Well that's good because I wasn't leaving"
Then we were on each other kissing. This kiss had more passion than the others. It was the perfect ending to the horrible day.
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THE PRESENT
When I awoke a few lone tears fell down my face because I realized that he may never kiss me like that again. I glanced at the clock 9 am. I had slept longer than I thought. Then all of the sudden a brilliant thought popped into my head. The music did make me feel a little bit better and I do need something to do. Why don't I learn how to play the guitar? I walked over to my phone and called Gibbs' house.
"Hello" it was a feminine voice.
"Hi, it's Ziva" I said
"Oh Ziva do you want to talk to my uncle?"
"No actually I wanted to talk to you, but by the way where is Gibbs?"
"Oh he's in the basement working on a boat." at least some things never change.
"Well I wanted to ask you if I wanted to learn how to play the guitar would you help me pick one out and teach me how to play it?" I was kind of nervous asking her for help.
"Sure I'd be more than glad to" she sounded really excited.
"So I'll come over and get you then we can go to a music store?"
"Sounds good. I'll see you in a few minutes then?"
"Yes"
"Bye Ziva"
"Bye Casey"
I put the phone down. Got dressed hopped in my car and drove over there to get her.
In the car on the way over we were both mostly silent. Then we got to one of the music stores in town.
"Okay Ziva" she said "I guess it's time to start your career in guitar playing."


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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

I was in my basement working on a boat when a voice called out
"Jethro- I'm so sorry" I spun around for I had not heard that voice for a little less than a year and I thought I would never hear it again.
"Jenny" I gasped

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

"What happened I thought you were dead." Okay I know that sounded a little blunt at the moment.
"I never died Jethro, I was in witness protection, but I raced here as soon as I heard and could get out of witness protection. By the way who died?"
"Vance" I replied
"Ah Vance how fitting"
"you sound happy"
"Well naturally I am. I can be your Director again."
"You mean to come out of witness protection?"
"I already have and the US Marshall is pretty mad at my right about now."

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

"Ah Jenny" was all I got out because then we were on each other. Her lips touching mine, mine touching hers. It was the way things were always suppose to be.

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

"I love you Jethro" she whispered to me
"I love you too Jenny and I always have even if it took your death to make me realize that."
Many people like change, but for me, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, I prefer it when things stay the same.

Jack McCoy poster

here's a new Jack McCoy poster I made today in Photobucket. Enjoy!!!!