My list of Tiva songs

Sometime around Midnight~ The Airbourne Toxic Event
Sweet and Low~ Augustana
Everything's Not Lost/ Life is For Living~ Coldplay
God Put a Smile Upon Your Face~ Coldplay
I Bloom Blaum~Coldplay
Politik~Coldplay
Shiver~Coldplay
Sparks~Coldplay
Warning Sign~ Coldplay
She Is~ The Fray
You Found Me~ The Fray
Black Balloon~ The Goo Goo Dolls
Iris~ The Goo Goo Dolls
Stay With You~ The Goo Goo Dolls
Carry You Home~ James Blunt
Cry~ James Blunt
Goodbye My Lover~James Blunt
High~ James Blunt
Broken~ Lifehouse
Hanging by a Moment~ Lifehouse
Whatever it takes~ Lifehouse
In The End~ Linkin Park
Leave Out All The Rest~ Linkin Park
Shattered(Turn the Car Around)~ OAR
Before the Worst~ The Script
Chasing Cars~ Snow Patrol
Crack the Shutters~ Snow Patrol
The Finish Line~ Snow Patrol
Hands Open~ Snow Patrol
It's Begining to Get to Me~ Snow Patrol
Open Your Eyes~ Snow Patrol
Set Fire to the Third Bar~ Snow Patrol
You Could be Happy~ Snow Patrol
You're All I Have~ Snow Patrol
Love Story~ Taylor Swift
All I Ever Wanted~ Train
All I Hear~ Train
Always Remember~ Train
Am I reaching you now~ Train
For Me, It's You~ Train
Give Myself to You~ Train

Warning Sign~ A Tiva oneshot

You've got to admit that Coldplay has some awesome song lyrics. So that is why I'm writing this oneshot instead of working on my other fan fiction.

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A warning sign

I missed the good part then I realized

I started looking and the bubble burst

I started looking for excuses

Tony was looking for excuses. Excuses of why Ziva had left him, of why she no longer talked to him. Even at work. What had he done? Ziva had clearly tried to tell him that there was nothing more than friendship there, but no he had to be an idiot. He had to try and get more.

Come on in

I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in

I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones

That I started looking for a warning sign

He thought she would be happy. He thought she would be glad. He thought she would like it that he loved her. But no, he was wrong. She hadn't liked it, actually quite the opposite. She hated it. Instead of drawing her closer to him, he pushed her further away.

When the truth is I miss you

Yeah the truth is That I miss you so

My god Ziva, I miss you so much he thought. Tears stinging his eyes. I would do anything to have you back.

A warning sign

It came back to haunt me and I realized

That you were an island and I passed you by

And you were an island to discover

Ziva was wondering Why did she do it? Why did she run? When she loves Tony too. Now it didn't matter. It was over between them. Nothing existed between them. Not even anger or hate. Just nothing. It was like they were invisible to each other.

Come on in

I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in

I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones

That I started looking for a warning sign

Oh Tony what did I do? she thought. You were just trying to be nice, but I had to freak out and run breaking your heart in the process. I am such a monster, Ziva thought.

When the truth is I miss you

Yeah the truth is That I miss you so

Tony I miss you so much and I would give you anything to get you back, Ziva thought.

And I'm tired

I should not have let you go

Ziva I'm going to get you back. I'm going to right my wrong, because I shouldn' t have let you go.

So I crawl back into your open arms

Yes I crawl back into your open arms

And I crawl back into your open arms

Yes I crawl back into your open arms

Ziva heard a knock at her door.

"Tony" she said in surprise when she opened it.

"Ziva will you forgive me?" he said

"Only if you will me" she said

"Of course I will, I love you Ziva"

"and I forgive you to Tony, because I also love you"

Then they were holding each other. Their lips glued together as if no one could tear them apart.

The End

Tiva Fan Fiction part 2~ Gibbs' niece

When I awoke I almost forgot where I was. Then I remembered a hospital. The explosion. Tony..... Tony. It hurt just to think about him. I bit back tears that clung to my eyes.
"Oh you're awake now. That's good" I looked up to see a doctor standing in the doorway.
"You're ready to be discharged" he finished
I was very excited. I couldn't wait to get out of here and see the others. I couldn't allow my self to even think his name.
"Okay you're ready to go, I'll leave so you can get dressed and then you can go up to the front desk and to fill out the discharge papers" It was just that stupid doctor talking again. After he left I pulled the curtain shut and changed into clothes that someone, Gibbs I assume at gotten from my apartment. When I was done dressing I went up to the front desk so I can fill out their stupid papers.
I was just finishing them up when Gibbs came up and said "Ziva I heard you were awake now"
"Yes, thankfully I'm ready to be discharged" I handed the papers back to the lady at the desk.
"Can I see Tony now?" I asked
"Ziva, I'm not sure you want to right now" Gibbs said
"Yes I do" I wasn't yelling exactly
"Okay suit yourself, but I warned you" Gibbs said in a slightly sad voice.
I walked in the direction in which Gibbs had pointed me. Nothing prepared me to the sight I saw when I got there though. Tony was lying in the bed, he had severe second- third degree burns all over his body.
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TWO WEEKS AGO
Tony and I were lying in his bed. My head was on his chest and he was stroking my hair. When he began to sing softly
"I feel safe, I feel warm when you're here
Then I do no wrong I am cured, when I'm by your side
I'm alright, alright
I am safe, when I am with you
And I feel warm, If you want me to
I am cured, when I'm by your side
I'm alright Careful where you stand,My love Careful where you lay your head
It's true we're always looking out for one another
I feel safe, when I am with you
I feel warm, when you want me too
I am cured when you are around
I'm alright Careful where you stand, My love Careful where you lay your head
It's true we're always looking out for one another
So I like a quiet time please
Yeah, I like a quiet time
Careful where you stand Now, careful where you stand."
"That was beautiful" I whispered back to him
"I try to do what I can" was all he whispered back.
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"Tony, Tony, Tony" I was sobbing his name over and over. I was crying so hard that I didn't notice Gibbs standing in the doorway.
"Ziva" Gibbs said. It was barely a whisper.
Next thing I knew he was holding me in his arms and I was sobbing into his shoulder.
"Ziva, Ziva it will be okay" he said soothingly
"You don't know that." I said more harshly then I intended because it reminded me of something Tony had said to me just a few weeks ago.
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TWO WEEKS AGO
It was the morning after our wonderful night. When a sudden realization reached me.
"Oh crap" was all I could manage
Tony was just waking up when he heard that.
"Oh crap what?" he asked
"Well I just remembered something."
"What?"
"My father wouldn't approve of me seeing you."
"That's why he doesn't have to know"
"He will know though. Have you forgotten how he's had people keep tabs on me?"
"Oh no I forgot" he said then added "Ziva it's going to be okay" For I had started to cry, not sob just a few tears streaming down my face.
"What's the worst that could happen?" Tony asked
"The worst well umm he could make me go back to Israel to prevent me from seeing you."
"Then I would go to Israel and bring you back myself." He pulled me closer to him.
"Really?" I asked with a small sob.
"Yes I love you Ziva I wouldn't let a small thing like your father stand between us" He then pulled me close to him and we kissed and it was the most amazing one of all.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
I was hanging around the cafeteria at the hospital, eating the crappy food. I tried to get Ziva to come with me, but she downright refused to leave Tony's side, I don't know why she was being so hard on herself. I told her that if there was any change in Tony's condition I or someone else would get her. What I need was a miracle, I need a miracle to get her out of her depression.
"Uncle!!!!!" a voice called out. I spun around for it was late at night and I was the only one in here. A girl with curly, long, golden hair and light blue eyes was standing there.
"Casey" I called out for this was my 16 year old niece who had been planning to come visit, but with the explosion and all, well I forgot about her visit.
"I forgot you were coming, well actually I'm surprised your parents allowed you to come still"
"Yeah I'm surprised about that too" she said then added "but then again I'm very charming"
"Yeah charming, that's just your way of saying your a Svengali" I said for I knew of her powerful persuasion powers. Maybe she was the miracle I needed to pull Ziva out of her depression.
"Once we heard about the explosion my parents were very sceptical about letting me come, but I managed to convince them that you would need me the most now."
"My band didn't want me to come either." she added
"BAND?!?" I practically choked it out
"Yes my band. Me, my boyfriend and 2 of our other friends from school. I'm the lead singer and play the guitar. I brought it with me- see?" she held up a bright pink guitar.
"Listen Casey you know what you said earlier- about me needing you the most now? Well I do."
"YOU DO?!?! because I just said that so my parents would let me come." she was practically jumping with joy now and I couldn't help thinking wait until you meet Abby.
"Yes I do. One of my agents- Anthony DiNozzo is in a coma and his girlfriend- another one of my agents---"
"The Ninja girl?" she interrupted
"Yes it is Ziva- now let me finish" I said for it look like she was going to interrupt again.
"She is very upset about the whole thing" major understatement I thought
"Well maybe you could cheer her up some?" Okay I know it sounded corny, but hey it may work.
"okay" she sighed
"You sound disappointed" I said
"yeah I was rather hoping I get to be a bodyguard to someone. I know 27 ways to kill a person with my bare hands."
"WHAT?!?!" I screamed "HOW?"
"Oh it's easy if you know human anatomy" she said
"Okay let me show you the way to Tony's room" I said. I must remember to take a human anatomy class the next chance I have.
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ZIVA DAVID
Okay so my life was practically ruined. The love of my life was in a coma, and very little chance of him ever coming out of it. So I might as well just die now, my life was over. I was wallowing in my self- pity when a voice said
"Um Hi I'm Casey Gibbs and my uncle told me to come and see you."
Gibbs' niece. I forgot he said she was coming to visit.
"Your probably surprised I'm here. I am too. she said I figured after the bomb my parents wouldn't let me come, but apparently I'm very charming"
Just a nicer way of saying you're a Svengali.
"So you work for the Mossad? I want to go to Israel someday. You know I know 27 different ways to kill a man with my bare hands. It's actually quite easy if you know human anatomy."
Oh wow she knows anatomy- I'm impressed.
"You can remain silent, but I'm not going anywhere. Who did you want to win the election? I was so so so for McCain- my whole family including Gibbs was too. Oh wait what am I thinking you were probably for McCain too, Being from Israel and the Mossad and all. It sucks that Obama got elected doesn't it? This country is doomed."
Wow for McCain too. We share something in common at least.
"You know what helps me when I feel down? music. I play the guitar and am the lead singer in a band. They were pretty mad when I left for DC. Here I'll play something for you." She picked up here guitar and started to play and sing.
"The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out"
How true I thought I am damaged at best.

"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you"

Wow how true I am falling apart and I'm barely holding on to the fact that Tony may get better.

"The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life"

My god this girl knows how to pick a perfect song to sing.

"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on"
That song was perfect for the moment. It was amazing how well it fit.
"Well you clearly don't want me around, so I'll just go" she said and she was gone.
Ziva didn't want to admit it but the music HAD helped a little.
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CASEY GIBBS
Wow upset. That was the largest understatement I have ever heard in my life, I thought as I walked back to the cafeteria where Gibbs said he'd be.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
I jumped up as I saw Casey approaching.
"How'd it go?" I shouted out
"Not well at all. Let's just say UPSET was like the biggest understatement you have ever said. She is not just UPSET she is downright depressed. She didn't say a word the whole time."
Okay admittedly I was a little mad, since my plan hadn't worked at all. I would have to think of another way to pull Ziva out of her depression.
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END OF PART 2 WILL CONTINUE IN PART 3.

Backgrounds

Hey everyone!!! I decided to post a bunch of old backgrounds I had made. Three are Tiva, 3 are full cast NCIS and 1 is a fan fiction promo.

New Video

i have a new video. Where is it? you may ask. Well it's in that embeded player above this that says youtube in the right lower corner and My Videos above it. it's called Tiva- Black Balloon you'll need to search the little scrolly thing at the bottom to find it. enjoy
~Vampiress

video post: McCain Palin Tradition by Hank Williams Jr

This is sooo funny!!!
~ Vampiress

Fan Fiction: Tiva Drabbles

These are a few song related Tiva drabbles I wrote. Enjoy
~ Vampiress
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Stay With You~ Goo Goo Dolls
"Tony" Ziva asked one night
"Yes?" he replied
"Will you stay with me forever?"
"Of course I will"
"Why?"
"Why does my reasoning matter?" Tony seemed fairly surprised
"because I need to know if it's just because of the baby."
"WHAT?!? You're pregnant!!!!!"
"yes DiNozzo, now will you just answer the question"
"Okay recovering now. No it's not because of the baby because I just found out. I love you Ziva, you know that. Now is that a good enough answer?"
"Yes, I thought so. I just needed to check"
"I love you Tony" she added at the last moment
THE END
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Warning Sign~ Coldplay
Ziva was in Israel and miserable.
Tony was still in DC, but also miserable.
It wasn't fair Ziva's father didn't approve of her dating Tony, so he sent her back to Israel.
He had had enough.
She had had enough.
They were going to do something drastic
She got her gun.
He also got his gun.
He put his to his and and said "I'm sorry Ziva, I love you" Then BANG!! he pulled the trigger.
She put her gun to her head and whispered "Sorry Tony" Then another BANG!!! She pulled the trigger.
They were reunited now- forever.
THE END
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Boulevard of Broken Dreams~ Greenday
I knew what had to be done. Ari needed to be killed. I should be the one to do it. I mean why not? I mean i'm the trained assassin why shouldn't I do it? That's what I thought to myself as I pulled out my gun and opened the door of the building where Ari was with Gibbs. I aimed then BANG!!! I pulled the trigger. Ari fell to the ground- dead.
"He was my half- brother" I told Gibbs
Gibbs reached out to grab my hand as to show affection of some sort. But I didn't need it. For I was fine because I am Ziva daughter of the Mossad and I walk alone.
THE END
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Okay that's all for now. I hopefully have more fan fiction up soon.
~vampiress