Sunday, November 30, 2008

New Tiva fan fiction- Prolouge: a search for answers

This is something new I was experimenting with. Please tell me if I should continue or leave it alone. I'm going to be working on At Death's Door, my other fic for awhile.

"Toooonnnnnnnyyyy" a woman screamed out just as a bomb exploded. Then there was nothing, but darkness.


"Miss David maybe you can share how many elements are in the perodic table, since you seem to know so much about the subject. You think you can sleep through class."


I sat up groggily the horrible screech from the dream still lingering in my mind. I'd been have that dream every night, well more than every night. More like everytime I fell asleep. I think it would get boring after awhile- if it didn't scare me senseless everytime I had it. Those people in it were my parents. I just knew even though I had never seen them before, and only occasionaly in photographs.



"Miss David?" my teacher said. Oh crap, the question. I hadn't a clue.

"Um, I don't know" I mumbled out.

"Well maybe you should sleep in class then." the tone in her voice really irked me.

"You know I find your tone very irksome, because I'm sure you would feel the need to sleep in class to if you kept having a nightmare about your parent's death every single night"

"Your parents were moles and traitors both to Israel and the United States." oh boy as if I hadn't heard THAT one before.

"Listen I think I'll just leave right now if you're going to besmirch my parents good name." Then I got up and walked out slamming the door as I went. I ran out of the school on to the streets of Tel Aviv. Tears were stinging at my eyes my did everyone think my parents traitors? I was on a search for answers, a search for answers to know exactly how and why my parents died and most importantly why everyone thought they were traitors. What's really good? I think I know just where or who to start my search with.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

NCIS Fan Fiction part 7 Reunion

Okay here it is. Part seven.




They broke apart again for the second time. I still had tears falling down her face, for Tony, my Tony was alive and well! He had finally realized what she was wearing though.

"You look nice" he commented.

"Oh yeah this" I said staring down at the black dress I was wearing. "I was getting ready to leave for Vance's funeral, when you came. Very much so alive."

"Vance's funeral?" he said

"Yes Vance is dead. His funeral is today."

"I probably should go home and get changed"

"Oh, Tony you do not have to go. I am sure Gibbs is not expecting you."

"He would if he knew I was out of the coma."

"True. I will drive you there. I need to catch you up to lead."

"Speed, it's speed Ziva."

"Oh what ever it is. I have stuff to tell you."


An hour later we were on the way to the funeral. On the way to his apartment I had told him about Jenny, Gibbs' niece, and everything else he needed to know. Then after picking out one of his expensive suits we were on our way.



When we arrived there we saw Gibbs, Jenny, and Casey. Gibbs jaw practically fell to the ground when he saw Tony and he started running over here, the girls following closely behind. I glanced around and saw McGee, Abby, Palmer, and Ducky, when they saw Tony they started a similar journey over here to see him.



"Tony" Gibbs called out then preceded to smack him on the head "Don't you ever try to die on me like that again"

"I feel so loved." Tony said "I come out of a coma and you whack me on the head."

"I think the feeling is mutual." muttered Casey under her breath but it was lost in the squeal of "Tony!!! Tony!!!" Abby, McGee, Ducky, and Palmer had gotten over here.
"Well it looks like we are all reunited now" Ducky said and he was right- we were.

Monday, November 24, 2008

NCIS fan fiction part 6- Life is for Living

This part is quite short, but most of them are going to be from now on.

ZIVA DAVID

When I woke up in the morning I wondered why I felt so happy. Then I remembered the note. As mysterious as it was, it still carried good news. As I climbed out of bed, I noticed my phone had a new message. It was from Gibbs.

"Hi Ziva, it's me Gibbs. I just would like to tell you that Vance's funeral is later today. Bye." that was all it said. Huh Vance's funeral. I had forgotten about Vance with all the sorrow (of Tony's coma) and excitement (Jenny coming back very alive and not dead after all). I guess I better go to it though. Gibbs would wring me alive if I didn't.

TONY DINOZZO

He was dreaming again, though this one was clearer and more real than the others (if that is even possible). It was of Ari AGAIN.

"I'm coming to get my dear sister back from you. She will be part of my army. She will help me conquer the world" He turned showing his blood red pupils. He awoke in an instant.

I bolted up in my bed. It took me a few minutes to realize where I was. Then I remembered. A hospital. The explosion. Ziva. Ziva I so hope she is okay. I must warn her. Ari is coming to get her. I wasn't sure what the red eyes meant but I knew it couldn't be good. I didn't see any doctors anywhere. Well that's just too bad. I have to leave now. Oh crap no clothes, oh well my hospital gown will have to do. Just when I was about to pull all these tubes out a doctor came in and said "Wow, you're awake. We didn't think you would recover." oh that's nice. Even the doctors gave up hope.

"Well, I'm awake now and I really need to get out of here." I said because I had to say something.

"Yes, but usually we don't release people right after the get out of a coma."

"Yeah, that may be, but I feel fine and I really need to go."

"Sir, we need to keep you longer for observations"

"I don't need your observations. Listen if I start to feel bad I will come back. I promise. Now just release me."

"Okay, we'll go get you some scrubs to put on and you can sign out at the front desk." the doctor said then left. Finally, they just didn't seem to get the magnitude of the situation. A few minutes later the doctor came back with the scrubs and said "Put these on and go to the front desk to check out." He left and I practically threw the scrubs on and then raced to the front desk. Where I filled out the necessary paperwork at light speed, then raced out into the parking lot. That is when I realized that I didn't have a car. "Crap" I muttered to myself. I then decided to call a cab. I reached for my phone then realized that I didn't seem to have that either. We'll, I'm in quite a predicament, I thought to myself. I guess I could always go back to the hospital and see if they had a phone I could use. I really didn't like that idea though. I could walk I guess, but that might take awhile. I might as well go and see if they have a phone I could use to call a cab. I walked in the hospital and asked the nurse at the desk "Do you have a phone I could use to call a cab?"
"sure" she said
"Cool" I replied
So I called the cab company and they said they would send one right over.
An hour later I was knocking on the door of Ziva's apartment..

ZIVA DAVID
I was staring at myself in the mirror, for I had just finished getting ready for Vance's funeral, thinking that I was lucky that this wasn't Tony's- yet. Then I heard a knock on the door. I figured that it was Gibbs coming to see if I was ready for the funeral. I walked to the door and yanked it open. When I saw who it was all I could do was choke out "Tony" and sway a little. Luckily he caught me. Then our lips were touching each others and we were locked in an embrace I thought I would never feel again. "You're alive" was all I could manage to say when we broke apart. Tony did slightly better "course I am because life is for living and I don't want to live it alone" he sung. Then he was holding me and I was sobbing into his shoulder and it didn't matter that there was a funeral we needed to go to. For the moment all that mattered was that we were together- again.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

A nameless Tiva Fan Fiction That I WILL make into a video

As she lay on the ground shivering she could only think one thing- She should have never have left Tony.
Tony and Ziva had been dating for a while and all was going well. Even Gibbs had no objections, as long as they didn't let their relationship interfere with work all was well. Until one day.
"Hey Tony, I saw a old friend of mine today and he asked me out to drinks tonight." Ziva said.
"Can I come too?" He asked
"Well, Tony see he only invited me." she replied
"I will come too anyways." Tony said
"Listen Tony I will be fine. It is just an old friend." Ziva was starting to get a little agitated now.
"It would still be better if I went." Tony insisted
"Tony, I love you, but sometimes you are just to overprotective. I am just going to have drinks with an old friend nothing is going to happen. I will be fine." She was yelling now.
"Fine!!! Go hang out with your old friend. See if I care if you ever come back." Tony was yelling too.
"Are we breaking up?" she asked
"Yes" he said
"Well good!!! I do not want to be with a swine like you anyways." Ziva yelled
"I'm glad you approve. Goodbye!!!" was all he said and Ziva stormed out.

Now a few hours later as she lie on the ground, a gun pointed at her. She remembered how this had happened.

She had met her friend for drinks like they had agreed on. He had gotten drunk and had suggested going back to his hotel room. When I had said no, he forced her into a alley and raped her. Now he was going to kill her. He had a gun pointed to her head. All she could think is I'm going to die here tonight. Then she remembered Tony. Maybe if she survived this she could make things up to him. Throwing out a few punches and kicks. She managed to knock the gun out of his hand and grab it. Then using what little strength she had she pushed him to the ground and pointed the gun at him then BOOM!!! she pulled the trigger. She shot him right in the head. He was dead now. She collapsed too the ground sobbing. Then she pulled her cell phone out of her pocket and dialed Gibbs' number.
"Ziva what's wrong" he asked when he answered his phone and heard her sobbing.
"I...I was just raped and I killed the guy." she sobbed
"Okay Ziva where are you?"
"In.....In an alley behind the bar we always go to."
"Okay Ziva stay put. I'm coming to get you."
"Okay" she said then shut off the phone.
Gibbs arrived in what felt like hours to Ziva, but she knew it was no more than 30 minutes.
"Ziva, Ziva" he ran over and grabbed her. "are you okay?" he asked "You should probably go to a hospital.""No I'm fine Gibbs. Just get me home." she said.
"Ziva are you sure? You were just raped."
"Yes, I'm sure."
"Ziva can you tell me what happened?" Gibbs asked
"I don't want to talk about it." she said
"Okay I'll drive you home then."
They got into Gibbs' car and he drove her home.
"Okay Ziva I'm going to go clean up this mess. I highly recommend that you don't come to work tomorrow. You need the rest." Gibbs said when they arrived.
"No, I will be at work." she said.
"Ziva, may I ask why?"
"Because if I am not Tony will know something is wrong. He told me he should go with me and I told him no. We broke up."
Gibbs just shook his head. "Now I'm going to go. You'll be okay?"
She nodded. Then Gibbs was gone.

The next morning when she walked into work Gibbs grabbed her by the shoulder and took her into the elevator and said "Listen I've got you covered. I said that you were undercover trying to apprehend a sexual predator and you had to kill him in self defense. Ziva, you look like hell, you should go home."
She just shook her head. She was very tired for last night she had gotten little sleep since she was being haunted by thoughts of her fight with Tony and the horrible event that happened after.
The next week she was like a ghost. Gliding through the days barely talking, barely sleeping at night. On a few occasions she fell asleep at her desk and Gibbs had to wake her up. Then one day a week later Tony walked over to her desk and tried to tousle her hair. She whipped around and smacked him. "Listen, Ziva" he said "I'm sorry I yelled at you I didn't know you were going undercover. You could have just told me that. Are you upset because you killed him? I've been worried about you, you look terrible. I'm sorry can we just get back together, my life feels empty without you." Then he looked into her eyes and saw something there. It was grief. It was terror. It wasn't there before, that was for sure. "You weren't undercover were you?" he asked.
"No, I was not undercover. I was with my friend and he raped me. Tony, I want, no I need you back. I'm sorry I yelled at you." she said speaking her first words to him in a week.
"Oh my god, Ziva I had no idea. Will you be okay?" he asked
"If I get you back I will." she said.
Then they were kissing. Tears falling down each of their faces. For they were together.
That night Ziva slept soundlessly with Tony at her side.
The End.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

NCIS Fan Fiction Part 5- How to Save a Life

Okay, here's part five and just to be warned it's going to be a little strange. It's just how I like to jazz things up and I am basically incapable of writing more than a one shot without adding some sort of fantasy/ Sci- Fi like thing in it, but you know that.


JENNY SHEPARD~ A little bit of info on the magic

Yes magic, but not magic in a certain sense. Magic like Elves(which are the only creatures that can actually do humans expectations of magic) Vampires and Werewolves (They've always existed, they'll just get stronger now) and Necromancers who can raise the dead, usually meant for bad. It was all returning. I could feel it in my blood. I knew the purpose of the bomb now and was surprised that they didn't bomb other cities. Not that I'm disappointed. I'm just surprised. Surprised because there is an invisible barrier keeping all the magic down. There has been for thousands of years. The anchors for it are at all major cities- DC included. The only way to break the barrier is to break the anchors, which you do by emitting a large amount of energy( bombs usually work best). When they placed that bomb in the Navy Yard it destroyed the anchor in place there, so now there's a gaping hole in the barrier, so the magic has grown stronger (at least over DC) and I have a feeling that more attacks will come in the next few days unless we can find out who is responsible and stop them else the end of life and humanity as we know it.

I was creeping into Tony's hospital room. It was 2 o'clock in the morning. I decided to do this late at night, because there will be less witnesses. The last thing I need at the moment is awkward questions. I walked up to his bed and put my hand on his. Then I reached down inside myself and tried to reach the magic. It was more difficult then I remembered, even though I'd only done it one other time. At least it was slightly easier with the anchor broken, ah at last I reached it. I then muttered the strongest healing spell I knew. Actually, it was a combo of many healing spells. Most of my kind wouldn't even attempt it, but I was one of the strongest of all of them. Yes my kind, for I am an elf. I looked at Tony he seemed better already. I put a slow healing on him, so it wouldn't seem so suspicious. Not that this is totally inconspicuous, he had less than a 20% chance of survival- until I worked my magic. Now he was going to make a full recovery. Why did I do this? Why did I use magic for only the second time in my life? I did it because I couldn't let Tony die, because if he died Gibbs' whole team fell apart. I couldn't let that happen. Now that my work here was done I thought I should leave Ziva a note, just ah um hinting that Tony might get better.

I slipped the note under Ziva's door then knocked. I infused it with a little magic to make the knock a perfect volume. Then I left. I didn't need any awkward questions, not just yet anyways.


ZIVA DAVID


I woke abruptly. There had been a knock on my door. I got up and went to investigate. I didn't even have to open up the door because right in front of it lay an envelope. I was puzzled. I picked it up and opened it. Inside wasn't much , just some printed out song lyrics. I wondered if this was some kind of cruel joke, but then I read it.


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life


I thought that was all, but then I saw there was a hand written note. It said.

Ziva,
Don't worry. Tony WILL get better. I made sure of it. Don't ask how. I will tell you in due time. On a need to know basis.
J.S.

That's odd no name- just initials J.S. The only person I could think of at the moment with those initials was Jenny Shepard and it seemed really unlikely that she would send me that note in such a strange way. Anyways I was in no mood to think about it now. As for Tony getting better, well the hospital hadn't called me with any updates yet so I assumed there were none. All that sounded nice now was going back to bed.

JENNY SHEPARD

As I walked through the door of Gibbs' house I expected everyone to be in bed. What I didn't expect was a voice to say
"So what are you? Really."
I spun around a little off balance "Casey" I croaked out for it was Gibbs' golden- haired niece
"Listen, I think I know so it's okay if you tell me." she said
"What are your theories?" I asked
"Well Vampire was the most obvious one, but you shot that one down, and I didn't really believe that one anyways. For me it is obvious, not that I'm degrading the others saying that they are too stupid to get it. They just haven't got the experience with magical creatures that I have to guess. To me it is obvious you are an elf, and you went to work a healing magic on Tony because we all know that he was going to die without it. His condition was too bad, but you couldn't let that happen. Then of course the barrier should have prevented you from using the magic so close to an anchor, but if the anchor was at the Navy Yard, or to be more exact the NCIS building. So when the terrorists bombed it they were trying to break the anchor and since they were intent on breaking that one, there will probably be others. Hell, I'm surprised that there haven't been any yet."
"Wow that was a really pretty speech and you're right- partially. You're right about the anchors, Tony, and the fact that I'm an elf, but you left out a very important part of it. You left out that I am the Elf Queen."
"NO WAY!!!!" she practically screamed
"You want to know how I was saved after I got shot?"
she nodded
"Well somehow the other elves that were in close proximity to me somehow knew their queen was hurt and dying, so they came and got me and took me to the most desolate place they could find and worked their magic on me and thankfully it worked"
"Well I thought elf was unlikely because I thought they were all dead. I thought they died with the making of the barrier." Casey said
"No they didn't. That's just a myth. The elves continued their lives as normal humans. Even their appearances became human after a while and if the magic returns then all the elves will turn well elvish looking again."
"Did you lose your immortality when the barrier was made? I just want to know." Casey asked
"Yes we did, but if the magic returns then we will get it back. Now can I ask you something? "How did you know about all this magical stuff?" I thought it was my turn to ask a question.
"Oh that well I'm a werewolf. Well not like full, but more like half or well fourth might be more accurate. I've never transformed, but my friend is also a werewolf and he's transformed before. Also we found a set of bells in his attic."
"Bells?!"
"Yes you know like a necromancers bells"
"I know what they are. I just didn't think that there were any still around, but I suppose it's possible."
"Hey, Jenny do you ever plan to tell anyone else this? because they have a right to know too" Casey asked. She sounded really serious.
"Only if I think they need to know, which I think may be soon. Like after Tony wakes up and is out of the hospital."
"You're sure the healing is going to work?"
"Yes, I know I've only used magic one other time, but I'm sure. He will be fine."
He better or I'm not sure if Ziva can survive.
THE END

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I Ran Away~ A Tiva songfic

The song is by Coldplay. I just love writing song fics. Takes place after Nine Lives when Ziva is in Israel. written like Ziva is writting a letter to him.

Tony,

I ran away from you
That's all I ever do
And though I started here
I ran away from you
I'm gonna come on in
And see it through
I ran away from you Tony. You tried to show me how much you love me, but I ran away.
I ran away from you
That's all I ever do
And when I heard you call to
Come back to me
And though I should stay
I don't have the stomach to
I remembered how before I left, you learned Hebrew just for me, but still I ran away.
Everyone I know
Says I'm a fool to mess with you
Everyone I know
Says it's a stupid thing to do
I have your love on call
And yet my day is not so full
There might be nothing left to do
So I ran away from you
There are many people who don't want to see us together. Like Gibbs and his rule 12.
I'm gonna come on in
My eyes are closed
I can feel it there
The sun's so close
I'm gonna come on out
And burn the sky
You are my sun, and you are so close and if you come out you will burn the sun out of the sky.
A star arose in my own cage
I'm stuck in line
And in a cage
Just a single star
I sing for
I'm a single star in the dark impetual night, then you came along lit up the night, but without you I feel like I'm stuck in a cage.
Everyone I know
Says I'm a fool to mess with you
Everyone I know
Says it's a stupid thing to do
My father. He's glad I ran away from you.
I have your love on call
And yet my day is not so full
And I did not know what to do
And so I ran away from you
I ran away from you Tony, and I'm not proud of it. Now I just want you back.
~ Ziva

Saturday, November 15, 2008

NCIS~ fan fiction part 4~ The opposite of Green (eyes)

Tony's dreaming in his coma. This part just proves that I can't write anything without adding some fantasy/ sci-fi thing to it. Kind of a crossover with twilight, the abhorsen trilogy, and Eragon. Some of his dreams may be prophetic, but others not.
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PRESENT DAY~ ANTHONY DINOZZO'S DREAMS.
"I've got you now my dear sister" a voice called out. Ziva thought she would never hear that voice again. It was Ari's. "and this time your not getting away" he pulled out a gun and shot her in the chest.
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a girl with beautiful golden hair transformed into a wolf.
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another bomb went off at the NCIS headquarters. Everyone died.
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Tony was thirsty, but not for water or any normal drink. He was thirsty for blood.
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Jenny was sword- fighting with Kate.
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The dead were rising. A girl with short- black hair was trying to keep them at bay by ringing a bell.
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A dragon was flying around breathing fire on DC.
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Ari turned to look at Tony. His eyes were blood red.
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Tony was in a room full of swords. He selected one.
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Kate turned, her eyes shining bright red and said "I'm coming for you Tony"
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PRESENT DAY~ THE HOSPITAL
The dreams had worked Tony up more than his body to take. He started to crash.
"Crash- code room 9" a doctor called out. "Someone will need to call the contact"
"I'll do it" another doctor said.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
Jenny and I were still locked in our embrace when the phone rang. I went to answer it.
"Oh no, oh no" I said when I heard what it was for.
"What?" Jenny asked inquiringly.
"It's Tony. He's crashing. I'd better call Ziva" I answered
"You can do it in the car I'll drive" she said.
I didn't even had time to nod okay, because she was already racing towards my car. When I got out there I tossed her the keys. We both hopped in and I dialed Ziva's number.
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ZIVA DAVID
"Oh crap oh crap" I muttered to myself when I heard what Gibbs had to say.
"We must leave now" I told Casey
"Why? We just got here." she replied
"Yes I know and Tony's crashing, we must get to the hospital"
We both hopped into the car and I started driving and admittedly it was a little worse than it had been before.
"WHERE DID YOU LEARN HOW TO DRIVE??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????" Casey squealed out after the ninth near- miss.
"I taught myself" I replied
"Oh that explains WATCH OUT FOR THAT CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Sorry, I usually don't drive this way, but given the circumstances"
" I understand just PAY ATTENTION TO THE ROAD!!!!!!!"
Fortunately for both of us we had just reached the hospital, now I could see Tony and how bad his condition was and Casey no longer had to be afraid for her life, even though I'm not sure why my driving is so scary to other people.
I ran no flew down the hall to Tony's room, the secretary at the desk tried to stop me, but I was already half-way down the hall. When I got in the room and saw who was there I almost dropped dead
"Jenny" I managed to mutter then broke down and tears for Tony looked worse than before, he was thin and his heartbeat was irregular.
"He's going to die" I sobbed to no one in particular since in addition to Gibbs and Jenny, Abby, McGee, Ducky, Palmer, and Lee were all also there.
"Not necessarily" Gibbs had me in his arms now and I had to take comfort in those two words.
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CASEY GIBBS
I walked in the door at a more reasonable pace than Ziva. Oh and guess what I even bothered to check in at the front desk. Okay maybe I am being too cynical or cruel or whatever you want to call it, but still she needed to slow down. I walked into Tony's room and OH MY GOD he looks BAD!!!!!! Ziva looked really bad Gibbs was holding her and she was sobbing into his shoulder.
"What's the prognosis?" I asked trying to sound empathetic.
"No good, less than a 20% chance now." Gibbs sounded sadder than I had ever heard him sound before.
"but we will find a way, I will find a way I won't let him die, because they is always a way" Ziva's voice had conviction in it because she was right there is always a way, even if it is not one you would think of at first even if it meant oh how do I put this altering Tony in a few ways.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse


Everyone else had left with promises to call them if there was any change in his condition, it was just Ziva and I left. She was still sobbing.

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

"Ziva it will be okay" I whispered to her even though I didn't believe it myself.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Even if doesn't get better I will make sure you do, I thought to her.

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

"Ziva I know this hurts, but you have to get over it sometime. You can't just wallow in self- pity for the rest of your life." Wrong thing to say.
"You're making it sound as if he's never going to come out of the coma." I was surprised. That was the first thing she had said in a long while.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I just stood there now watching her sob over her broken lover.

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you that I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
and I will try to fix you.

I will fix you Ziva, I thought
"I will fix you Tony" I heard her mutter. Huh what a coincidence.
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A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER
CASEY GIBBS
I was sitting at Gibbs' house my laptop out, stealing someones wi-fi. Jenny was there too,

"So everyone thought you were dead" I said conversationally.
"No, I was dead. I was brought back"
"So you're a vampire"
"No"
"Then what's your secret?"
"Promise not to tell Gibbs.... or anyone for that matter"
"Sure" I really didn't care if I couldn't tell anyone I just wanted to know for I was researching ways to save Tony. Ways other than modern medicine
"Okay just no you'll think I'm crazy after hearing this."
I nodded
She was about to start talking when Gibbs walked in. She gave me a look as if sorry! this will have to wait.
"I finally convince Ziva to go home" Gibbs said
"Should I go over there?" Jenny asked
"No, not at the moment, maybe in a little bit." he replied
"Why?" Jenny asked
"because I'm going back over there right now. Tony promised me that if he were ever to die I should give this to Ziva" He held up and envelope.
"but he's not dead yet" Jenny put in.
"really what are the chances he will survive" Gibbs voice sounded dull and a little bit sad. "Now I must go I will be back well soon hopefully."
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
I walked out to my car the envelope in hand. I didn't know what was in it and I'm not sure I wanted to know. I drove in silence to Ziva's apartment. After about 15 minutes of driving I finally arrived there. I got out, grabbing the envelope and walked up the front door. With a quick word to the doorman I learned what apartment she lives in and I headed up there. I got there and knocked on the door.
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ZIVA DAVID
I was lying on my bed trying to figure out which way of killing myself would be the least painful, when there was a knock on the door. I went to answer it.
"Gibbs?" I said in surprise though it came out more as a question.
"Hey um Ziva, Tony wanted me to give this to you." he handed me an envelope. "I'll just be leaving now" Gibbs said then he was gone.
I opened the envelope up. There were several pieces of paper in it. I pulled out the first. It was only some song lyrics, really short song lyrics with a small note written by Tony on it. It read
If sweet death should ever conquer me
Let me know boys, let me know
If you hear him coming, won't you let me flee?
Let me go boys, let me go
One day death is going to conquer me
I’ll be down where the waters flow
I hope sweet heaven has a place for me
Let me know boys, let me know
If sweet death should ever conquer me
Take me down to some place below
If you hear him coming, won't you set me free?
Let me go boys, let me go
If you hear him coming, won't you say for me?
That I just don’t want to go...
Was the song. The note read.
Ziva,
If you're reading this I'm sorry. I'm sorry I had to die before you. I'm sorry we couldn't have more time together, I didn't have anybody to set me free like in the song, but like the song I didn't want to go. I wanted to spend more time with you. Again I'm sorry.
,Tony
"Don't apologize Tony" I whispered "It's a sign of weakness" but then again so are tears I thought and look hear I am crying again over a note and some song lyrics. As much as I wanted to see what else was in the envelope, I couldn't at the moment, I was simply to sad to go on.
"Another time" I whispered to myself.
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JENNY SHEPARD
Ever since I had known my birthright, I had signed an oath never to use my powers unless the magic was to return or I was in a dire situation. I wondered if now would count. It was a dire situation for Tony at least and I never thought this would happen, but someone or something has succeeded in weakening the barrier that keeps the magic at bay. It was definitely returning.
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THE END OF PART 4. WILL CONTINUE IN PART 5.

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Here are some icons I made in photobucket. Some are really awesome and others......... well they can't all be winners. Hope you like.
~Vampiress

Friday, November 14, 2008

Changes

Okay as you can see there have been some MAJOR changes, because as much as I loved the Rounders 3 column template, well quite frankly I was sick of it. I changed it to this blogger made one because I could find any other ones that looked right. So I hope you enjoy the new look.
Vampiress

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Warning Sign~ A Tiva oneshot

You've got to admit that Coldplay has some awesome song lyrics. So that is why I'm writing this oneshot instead of working on my other fan fiction.

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A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realized
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Tony was looking for excuses. Excuses of why Ziva had left him, of why she no longer talked to him. Even at work. What had he done? Ziva had clearly tried to tell him that there was nothing more than friendship there, but no he had to be an idiot. He had to try and get more.
Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
He thought she would be happy. He thought she would be glad. He thought she would like it that he loved her. But no, he was wrong. She hadn't liked it, actually quite the opposite. She hated it. Instead of drawing her closer to him, he pushed her further away.
When the truth is I miss you
Yeah the truth is That I miss you so
My god Ziva, I miss you so much he thought. Tears stinging his eyes. I would do anything to have you back.
A warning sign
It came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover
Ziva was wondering Why did she do it? Why did she run? When she loves Tony too. Now it didn't matter. It was over between them. Nothing existed between them. Not even anger or hate. Just nothing. It was like they were invisible to each other.
Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
Oh Tony what did I do? she thought. You were just trying to be nice, but I had to freak out and run breaking your heart in the process. I am such a monster, Ziva thought.
When the truth is I miss you
Yeah the truth is That I miss you so
Tony I miss you so much and I would give you anything to get you back, Ziva thought.
And I'm tired
I should not have let you go
Ziva I'm going to get you back. I'm going to right my wrong, because I shouldn' t have let you go.
So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
Ziva heard a knock at her door.
"Tony" she said in surprise when she opened it.
"Ziva will you forgive me?" he said
"Only if you will me" she said
"Of course I will, I love you Ziva"
"and I forgive you to Tony, because I also love you"
Then they were holding each other. Their lips glued together as if no one could tear them apart.
The End

Sunday, November 9, 2008

a small Ziva poem

Why would anyone what to be emotionally cold?
Is it because they think emotion is a sign of weakness?
Or is it because you can only be hurt if you show emotion?
And when you've been hurt so many times
You're afraid of it happening again.

Okay so not really much of a poem, but anyways i was bored. Hope you like
Vampiress

Saturday, November 8, 2008

OUTLINE OF LATER FAN FIC PARTS

4


Ziva crys AGAIN



Tony's condition worsens


Gibbs delivers envelope



5



Gibbs proposes



Tony comes out of his coma



Vance's funeral



6



Ziva dreams of Ari



Goes to building where team has been relocated



7



Jibbs wedding



Ari and vampire- terrorist friends crash the wedding and kidnap Ziva



8



Team trys to find where Ari is keeping Ziva



Tony has flashbacks



9



Team goes to get Ziva back



Find out Ari is vampire



Ari attacks Tony



10



Tony comes back as vampire when all think he's dead



Tells Ziva he's too dangerous for her.



He leaves



11



Ziva VERY depressed now



Gibbs trys to help



12



Dr. John Dorian moves to DC from California



Him and Ziva start to date



13



Jenny's illness is starting to become worse (she is pregnant)



she dies but delivers the baby okay



14



her funeral



Ari and vampire/ terrorist friends crash the funeral and kidnap Ziva again



15.Gibbs calls Tony



Tony finds Ari and gets Ziva, but still Ari is alive



Tony agrees to stay, but still calls off marriage



16



Ziva begs to be made vampire



Tony agrees to make her half vampire



17



Ari kidnaps McGee(by the way they're rather sick of him kidnapping people)



Ziva and Tony find him and kill him.



18



Tiva Wedding!!!!!!!!!









NCIS Fan Fiction part 3~ somethings don't change(at least for Leroy Jethro Gibbs)

Okay here's part 3. It is still mainly Tiva, but Gibbs also has a large part in this especially at the end.

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ZIVA DAVID
I really wasn't sure why I was so mean to Gibbs' niece when all she was trying to do was help, but you had to admit that she was right- music does help. There was one song in particular that stuck out to me- Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt. I got out of my chair and started to sing.

"Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'
Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me
I am a dreamer and when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the mother of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow."

"That was very touching " Gibbs said from the doorway
"Oh well Tony deserved it." I said
"He's not going to die, Ziva"
"Do you really mean that or are you just saying that to make me feel better?"
"I really mean it. I have a gut feeling. He loves you Ziva, I think if anything he will hold on for
you."
"I hope so"
"Now Ziva will you do me one thing- go home and get some rest. I'll call you if there is any change in his condition."
"Okay I will" for I just had realized how tired I was.
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As I walked through the door of my apartment I couldn't help being reminded of that night two weeks ago when Tony and I had arrived at my apartment and I had found that note. The note that I thought would change us forever- and had, but in a more wonderful way than I thought possible. When I went to sleep I dreamed of that night.
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TWO WEEKS AGO
Tony and I had just gotten off work and were walking into my apartment, when I noticed there was something on my door. It was obviously put there so it would blend in. I grabbed it off the door and walked inside.
"What's that?" Tony asked
"I don't know. A note of some sort. It was taped to the door."
I opened it up and read it. When I saw what was inside my face went pale.
"Ziva, Ziva what's the matter?" Tony asked seeing my response.
"He knows, he knows about us." I said sounding very shocked
"Who's he?" Tony asked
"My father and he wants to see me, tomorrow, he's flying to the US"
"We can take your father.""No I can take my father. You are going to have nothing to do with this. Go home now Tony, go. I fear that if you stay you might be killed. Go Tony Go."
"Ziva surely I could stay"
"NO Tony go, my father could have you killed if you stay here so easily. Just listen to me."
"Okay" he said and got up and left.
Once I was sure he was gone. I went and got my car and drove to Gibbs' house, because Gibbs always knows what to do in situations like these. I didn't even bother to knock because Gibbs never locks his door- I just opened it and walked right in. Gibbs wasn't around so I figured that he was in his basement working on one of his boats. I found the way to the basement and walked down there.
"Gibbs" I said "I need help"
"Ziva, this is a surprise" he looked up at me.
"Like I said before I need help"
"With what?"
"Look" I handed the note to him.
"You found this on your door?"
I nodded.
"Ziva" he said and reached out and put his hand on my cheek. "Don't worry I'll go with you, I won't let you get sent back to Israel."
"I'm just afraid of losing Tony. He seems to be the only good thing in my life at the moment. Ever" I was sobbing into Gibbs' shoulder. He was patting the back of my head in a comforting sort of way saying
"Everything will be fine Ziva"
And guess what I believed him, because I loved Gibbs too. Just not in the same way I loved Tony. I loved Gibbs in an older mentor type way.
"I'll just be on my way now" I said then added "Thanks"
"See you tomorrow" Gibbs said "I'll be there" he finished and I believed him.
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THE NEXT DAY
Gibbs and I were walking up the steps of the hotel where my father had told me to meet him. We found the hotel room and knocked on the door. My father answered it.
"Ah Ziva so you did show up and brought Gibbs with you, but yet no DiNozzo?" he said
"Yeah Tony wanted to come, but I wouldn't allow it." I replied
"You always were a smart one." he said
"If I'm so smart then why are you here questioning my taste in guys?"
"Well you see when you were in Israel I made it perfectly clear that you are not to date guys that aren't Jewish."
"I love Tony" I said trying to keep my cool.
"Yes that is the problem you see. I'm giving you one last chance to dump this guy and-----"
He didn't get to finish because just then there was a knock on the door. He went to answer it.
"Speak of the devil" he muttered because standing there in the doorway was the very last person I wanted to see there. Tony stormed right in and stopped in front of me, got on one knee, pulled out a small box and said
"Ziva David- I love you and will always love you- will you marry me?" I was so shocked I wasn't sure what to say so I just stammered

"I don't know. I have to think." Then ran out the door. I kept running. I really wasn't sure where I was going, I was just running. Some how I ended up at the reflection pool, I stopped there and sat down and began to cry. I really wasn't sure what to do when he asked me that right then and there asked.... asked me to marry him. If I said yes which I desperately wanted to, what would stop my father from shooting him there? If I said no I would probably hurt Tony and would lose him that way. I just realized that it was dark out, I had been sitting there most of the day. I got up and started walking towards my apartment. I guess I could have called a cab, but walking seemed nicer- more peaceful. Just me with the darkness wrapping around me.

I arrived at my apartment a little after 10:30 and when I opened my door- surprise!! Tony was there.
"Ziva oh my god where were you? I was soooo worried" he said
"Thinking- I was sitting and thinking" was all I said "What about my father?" I added
"He's gone. After you left he got up and said he was going back to Israel"
"Listen, Tony, I'm sorry I didn't have any choice"
"I know. I understand. I'm starting to think I'm an idiot for asking you when and where I did. Now Ziva will you forgive me? Forgive me for my stupidness?"
"Of course Tony how could I now when the stupid one is the one I love"
"Well that's good because I wasn't leaving"
Then we were on each other kissing. This kiss had more passion than the others. It was the perfect ending to the horrible day.
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THE PRESENT
When I awoke a few lone tears fell down my face because I realized that he may never kiss me like that again. I glanced at the clock 9 am. I had slept longer than I thought. Then all of the sudden a brilliant thought popped into my head. The music did make me feel a little bit better and I do need something to do. Why don't I learn how to play the guitar? I walked over to my phone and called Gibbs' house.
"Hello" it was a feminine voice.
"Hi, it's Ziva" I said
"Oh Ziva do you want to talk to my uncle?"
"No actually I wanted to talk to you, but by the way where is Gibbs?"
"Oh he's in the basement working on a boat." at least some things never change.
"Well I wanted to ask you if I wanted to learn how to play the guitar would you help me pick one out and teach me how to play it?" I was kind of nervous asking her for help.
"Sure I'd be more than glad to" she sounded really excited.
"So I'll come over and get you then we can go to a music store?"
"Sounds good. I'll see you in a few minutes then?"
"Yes"
"Bye Ziva"
"Bye Casey"
I put the phone down. Got dressed hopped in my car and drove over there to get her.
In the car on the way over we were both mostly silent. Then we got to one of the music stores in town.
"Okay Ziva" she said "I guess it's time to start your career in guitar playing."


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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

I was in my basement working on a boat when a voice called out
"Jethro- I'm so sorry" I spun around for I had not heard that voice for a little less than a year and I thought I would never hear it again.
"Jenny" I gasped

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

"What happened I thought you were dead." Okay I know that sounded a little blunt at the moment.
"I never died Jethro, I was in witness protection, but I raced here as soon as I heard and could get out of witness protection. By the way who died?"
"Vance" I replied
"Ah Vance how fitting"
"you sound happy"
"Well naturally I am. I can be your Director again."
"You mean to come out of witness protection?"
"I already have and the US Marshall is pretty mad at my right about now."

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

"Ah Jenny" was all I got out because then we were on each other. Her lips touching mine, mine touching hers. It was the way things were always suppose to be.

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

"I love you Jethro" she whispered to me
"I love you too Jenny and I always have even if it took your death to make me realize that."
Many people like change, but for me, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, I prefer it when things stay the same.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Jack McCoy poster


here's a new Jack McCoy poster I made today in Photobucket. Enjoy!!!!

New Video

Since this is one of MY videos I usually wouldn't post it, but It's cool so I decided to.

Tiva Fan Fiction part 2~ Gibbs' niece

When I awoke I almost forgot where I was. Then I remembered a hospital. The explosion. Tony..... Tony. It hurt just to think about him. I bit back tears that clung to my eyes.
"Oh you're awake now. That's good" I looked up to see a doctor standing in the doorway.
"You're ready to be discharged" he finished
I was very excited. I couldn't wait to get out of here and see the others. I couldn't allow my self to even think his name.
"Okay you're ready to go, I'll leave so you can get dressed and then you can go up to the front desk and to fill out the discharge papers" It was just that stupid doctor talking again. After he left I pulled the curtain shut and changed into clothes that someone, Gibbs I assume at gotten from my apartment. When I was done dressing I went up to the front desk so I can fill out their stupid papers.
I was just finishing them up when Gibbs came up and said "Ziva I heard you were awake now"
"Yes, thankfully I'm ready to be discharged" I handed the papers back to the lady at the desk.
"Can I see Tony now?" I asked
"Ziva, I'm not sure you want to right now" Gibbs said
"Yes I do" I wasn't yelling exactly
"Okay suit yourself, but I warned you" Gibbs said in a slightly sad voice.
I walked in the direction in which Gibbs had pointed me. Nothing prepared me to the sight I saw when I got there though. Tony was lying in the bed, he had severe second- third degree burns all over his body.
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TWO WEEKS AGO
Tony and I were lying in his bed. My head was on his chest and he was stroking my hair. When he began to sing softly
"I feel safe, I feel warm when you're here
Then I do no wrong I am cured, when I'm by your side
I'm alright, alright
I am safe, when I am with you
And I feel warm, If you want me to
I am cured, when I'm by your side
I'm alright Careful where you stand,My love Careful where you lay your head
It's true we're always looking out for one another
I feel safe, when I am with you
I feel warm, when you want me too
I am cured when you are around
I'm alright Careful where you stand, My love Careful where you lay your head
It's true we're always looking out for one another
So I like a quiet time please
Yeah, I like a quiet time
Careful where you stand Now, careful where you stand."
"That was beautiful" I whispered back to him
"I try to do what I can" was all he whispered back.
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"Tony, Tony, Tony" I was sobbing his name over and over. I was crying so hard that I didn't notice Gibbs standing in the doorway.
"Ziva" Gibbs said. It was barely a whisper.
Next thing I knew he was holding me in his arms and I was sobbing into his shoulder.
"Ziva, Ziva it will be okay" he said soothingly
"You don't know that." I said more harshly then I intended because it reminded me of something Tony had said to me just a few weeks ago.
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TWO WEEKS AGO
It was the morning after our wonderful night. When a sudden realization reached me.
"Oh crap" was all I could manage
Tony was just waking up when he heard that.
"Oh crap what?" he asked
"Well I just remembered something."
"What?"
"My father wouldn't approve of me seeing you."
"That's why he doesn't have to know"
"He will know though. Have you forgotten how he's had people keep tabs on me?"
"Oh no I forgot" he said then added "Ziva it's going to be okay" For I had started to cry, not sob just a few tears streaming down my face.
"What's the worst that could happen?" Tony asked
"The worst well umm he could make me go back to Israel to prevent me from seeing you."
"Then I would go to Israel and bring you back myself." He pulled me closer to him.
"Really?" I asked with a small sob.
"Yes I love you Ziva I wouldn't let a small thing like your father stand between us" He then pulled me close to him and we kissed and it was the most amazing one of all.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
I was hanging around the cafeteria at the hospital, eating the crappy food. I tried to get Ziva to come with me, but she downright refused to leave Tony's side, I don't know why she was being so hard on herself. I told her that if there was any change in Tony's condition I or someone else would get her. What I need was a miracle, I need a miracle to get her out of her depression.
"Uncle!!!!!" a voice called out. I spun around for it was late at night and I was the only one in here. A girl with curly, long, golden hair and light blue eyes was standing there.
"Casey" I called out for this was my 16 year old niece who had been planning to come visit, but with the explosion and all, well I forgot about her visit.
"I forgot you were coming, well actually I'm surprised your parents allowed you to come still"
"Yeah I'm surprised about that too" she said then added "but then again I'm very charming"
"Yeah charming, that's just your way of saying your a Svengali" I said for I knew of her powerful persuasion powers. Maybe she was the miracle I needed to pull Ziva out of her depression.
"Once we heard about the explosion my parents were very sceptical about letting me come, but I managed to convince them that you would need me the most now."
"My band didn't want me to come either." she added
"BAND?!?" I practically choked it out
"Yes my band. Me, my boyfriend and 2 of our other friends from school. I'm the lead singer and play the guitar. I brought it with me- see?" she held up a bright pink guitar.
"Listen Casey you know what you said earlier- about me needing you the most now? Well I do."
"YOU DO?!?! because I just said that so my parents would let me come." she was practically jumping with joy now and I couldn't help thinking wait until you meet Abby.
"Yes I do. One of my agents- Anthony DiNozzo is in a coma and his girlfriend- another one of my agents---"
"The Ninja girl?" she interrupted
"Yes it is Ziva- now let me finish" I said for it look like she was going to interrupt again.
"She is very upset about the whole thing" major understatement I thought
"Well maybe you could cheer her up some?" Okay I know it sounded corny, but hey it may work.
"okay" she sighed
"You sound disappointed" I said
"yeah I was rather hoping I get to be a bodyguard to someone. I know 27 ways to kill a person with my bare hands."
"WHAT?!?!" I screamed "HOW?"
"Oh it's easy if you know human anatomy" she said
"Okay let me show you the way to Tony's room" I said. I must remember to take a human anatomy class the next chance I have.
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ZIVA DAVID
Okay so my life was practically ruined. The love of my life was in a coma, and very little chance of him ever coming out of it. So I might as well just die now, my life was over. I was wallowing in my self- pity when a voice said
"Um Hi I'm Casey Gibbs and my uncle told me to come and see you."
Gibbs' niece. I forgot he said she was coming to visit.
"Your probably surprised I'm here. I am too. she said I figured after the bomb my parents wouldn't let me come, but apparently I'm very charming"
Just a nicer way of saying you're a Svengali.
"So you work for the Mossad? I want to go to Israel someday. You know I know 27 different ways to kill a man with my bare hands. It's actually quite easy if you know human anatomy."
Oh wow she knows anatomy- I'm impressed.
"You can remain silent, but I'm not going anywhere. Who did you want to win the election? I was so so so for McCain- my whole family including Gibbs was too. Oh wait what am I thinking you were probably for McCain too, Being from Israel and the Mossad and all. It sucks that Obama got elected doesn't it? This country is doomed."
Wow for McCain too. We share something in common at least.
"You know what helps me when I feel down? music. I play the guitar and am the lead singer in a band. They were pretty mad when I left for DC. Here I'll play something for you." She picked up here guitar and started to play and sing.
"The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out"
How true I thought I am damaged at best.

"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you"

Wow how true I am falling apart and I'm barely holding on to the fact that Tony may get better.

"The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life"

My god this girl knows how to pick a perfect song to sing.

"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on"
That song was perfect for the moment. It was amazing how well it fit.
"Well you clearly don't want me around, so I'll just go" she said and she was gone.
Ziva didn't want to admit it but the music HAD helped a little.
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CASEY GIBBS
Wow upset. That was the largest understatement I have ever heard in my life, I thought as I walked back to the cafeteria where Gibbs said he'd be.
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LEROY JETHRO GIBBS
I jumped up as I saw Casey approaching.
"How'd it go?" I shouted out
"Not well at all. Let's just say UPSET was like the biggest understatement you have ever said. She is not just UPSET she is downright depressed. She didn't say a word the whole time."
Okay admittedly I was a little mad, since my plan hadn't worked at all. I would have to think of another way to pull Ziva out of her depression.
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END OF PART 2 WILL CONTINUE IN PART 3.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

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Hey everyone!!! I decided to post a bunch of old backgrounds I had made. Three are Tiva, 3 are full cast NCIS and 1 is a fan fiction promo.

Sam Waterston poster


I made this in photobucket, since i'm all in the law and order spirit. Enjoy!!!!!!

Monday, November 3, 2008

New Video

i have a new video. Where is it? you may ask. Well it's in that embeded player above this that says youtube in the right lower corner and My Videos above it. it's called Tiva- Black Balloon you'll need to search the little scrolly thing at the bottom to find it. enjoy
~Vampiress

New Fan Fiction (where to find it)

Okay I have the first part of my Tiva fan fiction up, but since I started writing it such a long time ago it's located under the Micheal Weatherly Photo shoot outakes video. You can't miss it. It's really long (almost 5 pages in word). So plz read and enjoy. Thanks
~Vampiress

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Background: Jenny Shepard


I made this just because I was bored. Hope you like.

~ Vampiress

video post: McCain Palin Tradition by Hank Williams Jr

This is sooo funny!!!
~ Vampiress


Fan Fiction: Tiva Drabbles

These are a few song related Tiva drabbles I wrote. Enjoy
~ Vampiress
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Stay With You~ Goo Goo Dolls
"Tony" Ziva asked one night
"Yes?" he replied
"Will you stay with me forever?"
"Of course I will"
"Why?"
"Why does my reasoning matter?" Tony seemed fairly surprised
"because I need to know if it's just because of the baby."
"WHAT?!? You're pregnant!!!!!"
"yes DiNozzo, now will you just answer the question"
"Okay recovering now. No it's not because of the baby because I just found out. I love you Ziva, you know that. Now is that a good enough answer?"
"Yes, I thought so. I just needed to check"
"I love you Tony" she added at the last moment
THE END
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Warning Sign~ Coldplay
Ziva was in Israel and miserable.
Tony was still in DC, but also miserable.
It wasn't fair Ziva's father didn't approve of her dating Tony, so he sent her back to Israel.
He had had enough.
She had had enough.
They were going to do something drastic
She got her gun.
He also got his gun.
He put his to his and and said "I'm sorry Ziva, I love you" Then BANG!! he pulled the trigger.
She put her gun to her head and whispered "Sorry Tony" Then another BANG!!! She pulled the trigger.
They were reunited now- forever.
THE END
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Boulevard of Broken Dreams~ Greenday
I knew what had to be done. Ari needed to be killed. I should be the one to do it. I mean why not? I mean i'm the trained assassin why shouldn't I do it? That's what I thought to myself as I pulled out my gun and opened the door of the building where Ari was with Gibbs. I aimed then BANG!!! I pulled the trigger. Ari fell to the ground- dead.
"He was my half- brother" I told Gibbs
Gibbs reached out to grab my hand as to show affection of some sort. But I didn't need it. For I was fine because I am Ziva daughter of the Mossad and I walk alone.
THE END
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Okay that's all for now. I hopefully have more fan fiction up soon.
~vampiress

Saturday, November 1, 2008

background: McCain/ Palin 2008


Well let's just say I am in the political spirit so i decided to make this
~ Vampiress

video post: NCIS - Agent DiNozzo Photo Shoot Outtakes

Sorry i haven't posted anything for so long. I've been busy remodeling my blog as you can see. here's a REALLY funny video I found on Youtube.
Enjoy
~ vampiress